2025: Top 20 Movies

(For once I had the list sorted out before the Oscars, but then I suffered a bad case of “accidentally became important at work and it’s ruining my life” and here I am even later than usual; I now believe the universe itself is conspiring to prevent me from publishing a remotely timely retrospective. Anyhoo.)

I want to call 2025 a bad year for movies.

I feel like I have to because of how underwhelmed I was for most of the year. Things picked up a bit as awards season got underway — at least it wasn’t a repeat of 2024 where I’d seen my top four by April and the rest of the year tested my soul; 2025 had the decency to spread its good stuff out a little more — but I found even a lot of the really well-liked movies didn’t completely land for me. This year, I have a pretty long list of also-rans, but most of them only felt barely good enough to contend.

But then I think I can’t call it bad, because that list of also-rans? Yeah, it’s easily the longest it’s been since I first started doing this. I made dozens of cuts out of the movies I deemed good enough to be eligible. 2024 had no bench at all; I had to ease some of my qualification rules just so I’d have twenty films I was excited enough to write about. If anything, I tightened those rules this year. And 2025’s top tier was, if not any more numerous than 2024’s, quite a bit stronger; it’s tough to call a year that ended with the most neck-and-neck Oscar showdown since There Will Be Blood and No Country for Old Men bad.

So yeah, despite my complaints, I feel like I have to concede 2025 as having been at least mediocre. Better than 2024. Not by much, but still. This list was a struggle in 2024. This year, it wasn’t as much. These are twenty very good movies — and I don’t even have to argue with myself over whether a few of them technically count as movies! Can’t complain, really.

As a reminder, my rules are — with occasional exceptions — that I won’t consider short films because they’re such a different medium, or documentaries because putting them in rankings like this feels crass to me. This year, there was one film that kind of challenged that latter rule, which was The Voice of Hind Rajab. It’s not a documentary, no one would try to argue that it is (though it does turn a touch documentarian in its final reel as it begins carving into the fourth wall), but it invokes real-world elements to an extent that it feels…weird to stack it up against contemporaries that are one hundred percent actors playing pretend in front of cameras and microphones. I decided not to qualify it for the Top 20. Do I have any underlying logic why it doesn’t count where something like Flee did? Not really. But they’re my own rules, so I guess I can break and rewrite them at my leisure. Regardless, The Voice of Hind Rajab is too singular a thing not to be mentioned anywhere in a review of 2025 as a year in cinema, so here’s the part where I urge you to make time for it at some point.

And now for the list.

20. The Secret Agent
Look, I’m not saying I disqualified The Voice of Hind Rajab solely because I felt weird not having The Secret Agent somewhere on here, but I won’t pretend to be upset about it either. This feels like one of those placeholder positions I reliably have one or two of every year: a movie I’ve only seen once that has seemingly infinite room to grow with repeat viewings, whenever I should happen to get around to them. The Secret Agent is a whole lot of movie to digest on one viewing — a stew of styles and influences, bracing but with a jet-black and sometimes trippy sense of humor, possessed of a laser-focused sense of time and place but also heightened and surreal. Its bold story choices catch you so off-guard it’s hard to feel like you’ve had time to properly respond to all of them by the time it ends. That it came out at all coherent marks director Kleber Mendonça Filho as one of the MVPs of 2025; that it registers as an achievement perhaps marks him as one of the greats.

19. On Becoming a Guinea Fowl
One of those movies that by choosing specificity — honing in on the dynamic of a single family that has, for reasons equal parts personal, social, and political, chosen to hide a dark secret — taps into something universal in its depiction of a world where an elder generation has tolerated an evil in its midst and passed it down to their children, whom it now badgers and chastises for failing to handle it with the grace deemed appropriate. The grim, surreal, and even horrifying dawn of realization that the people you’ve loved your whole life might not be good human beings. It’s cutting stuff. A stronger ending would’ve pushed it into the Top 10.

18. Sisu: Road to Revenge
OK, that’s the artsy crap, time for a movie where a crusty old prospector uses explosives to make a tank do a backflip. Sisu: Road to Revenge is the movie I wanted its predecessor to be, and then some. Proudly stupid, proudly about absolutely nothing, and much, much better structured — a freight train that builds and builds and builds until it crashes at exactly the right moment for a breather, and then gets right back on the horse for a finale that’s one hundred percent pure action movie hilarity. Contains no fewer than six kills that made me scream-laugh. I hope they make a hundred more of these. Some movies are good, and some movies are bangers, and we surely must cherish the ones that are both.

17. The Long Walk
If you’d shown me this list at the beginning of the year, this is the entry that I would’ve found the most surprising. I’ve liked most of Francis Lawrence’s work, but I’d never seen anything to indicate he might have a great film in him. And of course, Stephen King adaptations are pretty infamously hit and miss. But I actually really liked The Long Walk — even more so in retrospect. It could easily have settled for being a Hunger Games-alike, but it’s got more on its mind than that. You can feel King’s idiosyncrasies at work in it, for one thing, but there’s something unique in its approach to the material as well. Instead of being a twisty thriller that keeps you guessing about who lives and who dies, and whether there’s a chance of the characters finding their way out of their circumstances, it accepts the inevitability of its own scenario and becomes this oddly meditative thing. It searches for the spark of light in the darkness, and I think it finds one: that faced with our own imminent mortality, love is the last thing that dies. Two super strong lead performances from a pair of very exciting young actors round out 2025’s most pleasant surprise.

16. The Phoenician Scheme
It finally happened, you guys! At long last, a Wes Anderson movie has made my year-end Top 20! Am I a real cinephile now? Speaking as someone who’s spent at least the last decade on a quest to get Wes Anderson, this ought to feel like a personal victory…but it doesn’t, really? I don’t feel like I’ve accessed a newfound understanding of why he makes movies the way he does. It’s more that he finally made the movie I think his talents are most suited for: a dry, morbid comedy thriller that aims for your brain and your funnybone more than your heart, and on the comparatively rare occasions that it reaches for the latter never tries to grasp the stars. Basically, the things that make Wes Anderson fans consider The Phoenician Scheme a somewhat minor entry in his body of work are the same things that make me feel completely on its wavelength. I expect I will return to finding him confusing within the year. But for now, I’ll enjoy this opportunity to look like a Fancy Movie Critic Man. I am almost certain to lose the war, but at least I’ve won this single, solitary battle.

15. If I Had Legs I’d Kick You
It’s always tough to figure out where those quintessential “that was a fantastic movie, which I will never watch again” movies belong on lists like these. I usually just reserve the twentieth slot, which was my original plan for If I Had Legs I’d Kick You, but as the year neared its end, I found that I respected it too much for that. This, I suppose, is the compromise. If I Had Legs I’d Kick You is a great movie, one of the best of the year, and it is often a tough sit. There’s plenty to get you through it, of course — a lot of on-point cinematic choices, such as shooting it like a reverse E.T. where the camera is at an adult’s-eye view and never lets you clearly see the anxiety-inducing child; and with all respect to the great Jessie Buckley, my Oscar vote this year would’ve gone to Rose Byrne, and I don’t even have to think particularly hard about it. But I think the thing that most impresses me here — even as it makes the film a real challenge — is how well it doesn’t so much depict as simulate a panic attack for people who don’t experience those. It’s a movie of perpetual, swirling anxiety, adding new fears to the teetering Jenga tower with every scene, until finally it all comes crashing down in a cascade of chaos and terror and even threatened violence. And then it subsides, and you look at the movie like “Did you get it out of your system?” And the movie just looks back like: “…yeah.” For my money, that’s the funniest ending of the year, and that’s in large part due to the fact that it’s articulating a fundamental truth. Anyway, if you want to know what it feels like to be me, If I Had Legs I’d Kick You is about as close as the movies can get you.

14. Sentimental Value
There’s a part of me that still isn’t connecting with Joachim Trier’s work the way everyone else seems to be, but I do feel like I got another step closer with Sentimental Value. It’s another difficult movie to talk about, in much the same way as The Secret Agent — it, too, is a lot of movie. But it’s a lot of movie in a different way, not because of the breadth of its influences or a hazy, surreal atmosphere — if anything, Sentimental Value is an extremely normal movie with its sights set down a very narrow lane — but because it discovers so many insights into its characters that some of them start to feel like happy accidents, byproducts of the things it really wants to focus on. Holding any thought about this movie in your mind is challenging simply because you have so many of them, and they’re all in perpetual communication with each other. I think you could watch this movie a hundred times and never fail to come away having drawn a brand-new connection between its characters and themes. Does art influence life, or life influence art? Sentimental Value is about a man for whom there is no longer any separation between the two concepts, and about a family trying to figure out how to relate to him when he can only see them through that very literal lens. Layers upon layers, until this normal, grounded drama starts screwing with your head the way actual surrealism does. A deceptively unprecedented experience.

13. Eddington
I always love winding up on the “love it” side of the year’s big “love it or hate it” movie. Makes me feel like an iconoclast or something. Not that I don’t completely understand why people don’t like Eddington. This is just about as thorny as subject matter gets, and some viewers simply won’t settle for anything less than the utmost clarity in the approach; believe me, I’ve been there plenty of times myself, and I’m sympathetic to the argument that the targets of the satire very likely won’t recognize they — not the people they hate — are the punchline of the joke they just heard, even as I’m not sure storytellers can always do much about that problem. I’ve really got no judgment whatsoever for anyone who hates this. I just think it has greater clarity of purpose than it’s been given credit for, the satirical element is creatively built into its structure, its big meta-joke is pretty funny, and it all plays well into Ari Aster’s whole deal even as, if only on paper, Eddington stands out as his most grounded work to date. I don’t think Eddington is a “both-sides” movie so much as pretending to be one — taking all its characters at their word, assuming their worldviews to be broadly true, and then contrasting the extremely recognizable, real-world-headlines consequences of one with the utterly ridiculous nonsense consequences of the other. It’s sharp, it’s witty, it’s deadpan, it doesn’t go down easy, but it’s looking at the world through a really unique lens and I can’t help but be compelled by it. It’s probably my most thought-about movie of 2025.

12. Left-Handed Girl
This should have been a bigger deal than it was — not that it was ever going to be a giant smash hit in the U.S., but you’d think the cinephiles, at least, would be talking about it, if only for that Sean Baker credit on the script. It’s easily the hidden gem of the year in cinema. Most obviously, there’s the miracle of it being the first iPhone-shot movie that I actually thought looked really good. But it’s also that rare sort of non-narrative film that feels like the exact opposite through sheer virtuosity — the way the editing stitches all these interconnected characters together in this ceaseless flow of life, makes every scene a punctuation mark, uses cross-cuts as parentheses to clarify the moments they’re interrupting. The performances are all extremely intuitive, as is the direction, making for a movie where you can pretty easily sketch backstory and personality for everyone even where the script never directly confirms everything. Another story of children shouldering the burdens of their elders while making a grab for whatever future remains that plays with grace and bite and somehow equal parts despair and hope. Doesn’t announce itself as great, but it is.

11. Twinless
I said this back when I first watched it, and it remains true now: This movie’s most impressive accomplishment, and the reason why it’s so high on this list, is that it took my least favorite story framework in existence — dramedy where someone tells a significant lie that snowballs into borderline psychopathy — and found a context where I’d love it. The key, it turns out, is actually grasping that the lie is bad, and that the consequences could very easily — and justifiably! — forestall his eventual happiness no matter how sorry he is. The early fakeout about which character this movie is actually about goes a long way toward that end; it ensures that no one feels like a supporting player in someone else’s story. It’s otherwise very well made, in that un-showy way that makes for a great film even if it doesn’t win you any Oscars. It’s surprisingly propulsive for a little dramedy, both in its no-BS editing that always seems to know exactly what moments to let breathe and for how long, and in the airtight script that exists in a constant state of graceful setup and funny, cutting, and/or moving payoff. It’s actually very entertaining to watch, which feels rare for this kind of thing. But it’s the emotionally insightful storytelling — that willingness to confront itself and its characters — that really puts it a cut above. Dylan O’Brien had a great year, and James Sweeney could have a real future in the director’s chair.

10. No Other Choice
Park Chan-wook is the reigning master of knowing exactly how far over the line you’ll allow him to go…and then pressing onward anyway, while looking you in the eye with a knowing smirk. No Other Choice is far and away his funniest movie, almost a piece of R-rated slapstick from time to time, and ninety-five percent of the humor is just how smug he is about the whole thing. If you get offended, he wins (though No Other Choice, despite its premise, is probably in the bottom half of his work in terms of boundaries violated). It’s missing the probing psychology of some of his other recent work, but makes up for it with its energy and jet-black comedy. Almost every scene has at least one visual choice that I’m pretty sure I’ve never seen in a motion picture before. Nobody doing it like South Korea right now, man. On another level.

OK, time to make people mad.

9. Superman
HAW HAW HAW it’s my list and you can’t stop me! Feels like it’s been a while since I had one of these, some corporate product that a proper cinephile is is Not Allowed to list ahead of No Other Choice and Sentimental Value, so I feel like it’s finally time to take a wrecking ball to all this credibility I’ve been building up. Look, man, I try, I want to be respectable, I gave this one another whirl before I put this list together with the specific intention of knocking it down a few pegs, and the exact opposite happened, this was originally like three places lower and I bumped it up after it made my heart soar again. Yes, it’s yet another big studio blockbuster about superheroes that looks like garbage, but this is easily one of my favorite scripts of the year, so perfectly tuned in to where it’s going and what it needs to do to get there. Great cast, great characters, great mini-arcs built into nearly all of them, and finally, at long last, we have a theatrical film that gets Superman, gets what the character’s about, why we like him, why he’s persisted this long in the cultural consciousness. Simultaneously the silliest and most sincere movie of the year and that’s exactly what it needs to be. I’m so glad James Gunn got to make it before the White House orders Warner Bros to take him off these movies (probably/maybe). I can’t believe Hollywood managed to get me interested in yet another cinematic universe.

8. 28 Years Later
I believe that engaging with art — especially storytelling — makes us better people. As Ebert once said, a story is an empathy generator; it puts us in the shoes of its characters and makes us feel what they feel, and in so doing articulates something about how its creator sees the world. Generally, I think that’s a cumulative effect. It’s rare that I can point to a movie and say, “That, specifically, made me a better person.” It’s only happened a handful of times in my life. Meet the latest and by far the strangest entry on that list: 28 Years Later, a sweaty, brutal, franchise zombie movie. I don’t know what I expected here; my thoughts on the series have been mixed (I think 28 Days Later is good but maybe a smidge overrated, and I don’t care for 28 Weeks Later at all), and at the end of the day it’s mainly been a showcase for blood, gore, and human depravity. And now here we are, with a bold, daring reboot so unique in its approach that it’s borderline experimental, a hyper-violent zombie tone poem that leaps from high philosophy to mega-zombies tearing guys’ heads off bare-handed and back again, somehow never losing focus in the surreal haze of its hellish aura. It ventures into horrors and somehow, through sheer force of will, claws out a life worth living, and in doing so, it really unlocked something in me, altered my perspective, helped me release a lot of what had been ailing me in the difficult months prior to its release. It is…kind of a miracle. Sort of unprecedented. Managed to make it to the big screen without taking a single studio note. It’s also unique in being the first movie I’ve ever put on this list having already seen its sequel and found it a likely contender for next year’s retrospective. Danny Boyle, Alex Garland, and company are doing something genuinely interesting here, and I desperately hope the thin box office receipts do not stop them from seeing it through to completion.

7. Sinners
Yeah, yeah, I know, depending on who you talk to, this is either five or six entries too low. I just haven’t been able to shake my disappointment with its somewhat cliched resolution; please don’t hurt me! I otherwise agree with you that it is great, really great, just an absolute drum solo of an effort from Ryan Coogler, proof positive that everything we’ve ever disliked about his work to date ought to be blamed on corporations. Sinners is his best film, and it’s not close. Looks great, sounds great, carries the air of the iconic from the first frame. It has a ton on its mind and articulates it with nuance; it’s popcorn filmmaking that also stands as a challenge to its audience, something worth giving consideration that doesn’t resolve itself easily or comfortably. Extraordinary heroes and an extraordinary villain. Feels like nothing else out there. I have watched the “Rocky Road to Dublin” scene approximately three thousand times. Whatever its flaws, this is a major work — significantly greater than the sum of its parts, and the sum of its parts is already pretty darn high.

6. Sorry, Baby
Every year, it feels like there’s one movie I put really high on the list even though I don’t have much to say about it, either because words fail or I have no idea how I’d contain it in a single paragraph (with Sorry, Baby, it’s a little bit of both), so I end up making a pithy joke about how wild it is that all our most exiting new artists began their careers as social media funnypersons and hoping my speechlessness isn’t mistaken for indifference. Sorry, Baby is easily the most deceptively simple film of the year; very little happens, and most of what does is contained to just a handful of prolonged sequences in a sparse few locations. But it observes and relates so much in those limited spaces, really captures a life frozen in the moment it was traumatized, and the strange and unexpected things that sometimes pierce the malaise of those afflicted with such things. It chooses such unusual moments to choose you — the stretches between the dramatic moments that drive your average film —and yet it paints full portraits in those margins. It tells the story by telling everything but the story, somehow. It isn’t something that reads as unique or daring, but there really aren’t a lot of movies that have tried this sort of thing. Fewer still that have done it well.

5. The Testament of Ann Lee
I think a film about the Shaker movement could only ever exist as a thing of contradiction and contrast. And what a fascinating piece this is. A grim, anxious…musical? Beautiful and awesome and terrifying, worshipful and cynical, grandiose and intimate. Rarely do I see a movie that feels as exacting as this, a musical where the players’ every movement evokes entire texts of meaning. It feels as cultish and dangerous as it does good and pure — a depiction of a religion that is both a singular figure dragging others into a faith built of her own personal neuroses, but that also resists the great evils of its age. All The Testament of Ann Lee can really do is bring you into its characters’ world and let you decide for yourself what you think of them; it’s as much a character study as larger-than-life spectacle. Truly a full and rich emotional experience, and probably the Oscars’ biggest oopsie this year. The kind of movie for which they coined the phrase: “What a picture!”

4. Marty Supreme
The vast majority of Marty Supreme’s reviews describe it as essentially an anxiety attack in movie form. Those critics generally like it as much as I do, and yet I had a completely different experience with it. I thought Marty Supreme was a blast. A genuine guilty pleasure. It accomplishes the seemingly impossible feat of making you love its protagonist as much as you hate him, which means everything that happens to him is either cathartic or hilarious — often both, simultaneously! It likely establishes Josh as the creative force behind the Safdie filmmaking duo, because even though he’s the only one on hand, this feels like the Safdiest movie of all time, the project their entire career has been building up to. A breakneck epic about ping pong, breathless and feverish and somehow entirely gripping — a zone only the Safdies’ balance of straight-faced ridiculousness and searing intensity could possibly capture. A Wolf of Wall Street-style takedown of a narcissist that places said narcissist in the absolute stupidest environment where one could exist. It’s always moving, you’re always waiting for it to crash, and it never does; as wild and unruly as it is, it even finds a strangely effective grace note by the end. Ambitious, original — nothing’s ever felt like this, been this compelling despite being essentially a feature-length meta-joke. If not the best movie of 2025, it’s certainly the most singular.

3. Wake Up Dead Man
Look, man, when these stop being good, I’ll stop putting them on this list. It is not this day, and at this point, I can only assume it won’t be tomorrow either. Or the next day. Or the next day. I think Rian Johnson is the filmmaker who’s closest to my heart — a guy I strongly suspect goes to the theater wanting the same thing I do: smart, fun genre cinema for adults, with strong characterization and something on its mind. If not outright the best movie in the series (it’s better than Glass Onion but a hair inferior to Knives Out), I think this has the strongest mystery to date, as well as the most satisfying resolution. Josh O’Connor is at least a contender for the trilogy’s best stealth protagonist, while Daniel Craig somehow finds new layers in Benoit Blanc that keep him from being too static as a character. Johnson refuses to repeat the formula from either of the previous two films, and once again turns over plenty of interesting stones as he puts a lens on another subsection of the United States in 2025. It’s just a movie, man, a real, honest-to-God movie that sucks you in and takes you on a journey and holds you under its spell until the credits roll. My brain was on fire for days after it ended.

2. It Was Just an Accident
As well-made, well-written, and well-acted as anything else that qualifies for this, and of course it’s hard not to allow the bravery of its own existence not to increase your esteem for it. On top of that, it’s another film that flirts with the boundaries between genres and manages to play simultaneously as comedy of errors, hard-hitting drama, and searing political commentary without missing a step. But for me, where It Was Just an Accident truly establishes itself as one of the best films of the year is in the uniqueness of its approach to what could have been very straightforward subject matter. It could easily have been a politically charged revenge movie, one that aimed either for guilty catharsis or an examination of what the cycle of violence makes us capable of. You expect the central conflict will be the protagonist desperately trying to resist the temptation of vengeance. Instead, you get a mournful film whose heart is not the question of whether a good man can exact bloody vengeance while remaining good, but the acceptance that the choice isn’t even his in the first place — by nature of who he is, he simply can’t do it. The protagonists of It Was Just an Accident are trying to talk themselves into vengeance, not out of it. They exist in an open-ended film that both accepts this as right but grieves its implications for any notion of perfect justice. You can’t stare into the abyss without the abyss staring back. All you can do is let go and move on. It’s no wonder that people turn to religion.

  1. One Battle After Another
    Sometimes it’s tough to weigh the film you think is the technical best of the year against the film you feel closer to because of its relevance to its cultural and historical moment. In 2025, I am pleased to say that for once, those films are one and the same. One Battle After Another feels as major as anything to have graced the silver screen in recent memory. Every year sees lots of good movies and a handful of great ones. Not every year gets a One Battle After Another — a movie that feels like an instant all-timer. Nobody seems ready to talk about this just yet, but it’s clear to me we’re ginning up to debate whether this is Paul Thomas Anderson’s best film — and I don’t need to tell anyone what a big deal it is that One Battle After Another can even make an argument for itself on that front. I’m already prepared to declare it the best film of the ‘20s so far — and it’s going to take one barnburner of a film to topple it in the next four years. This is as close to perfect as movies get. Every performance precisely cued in to its weirdo characters, the pacing gliding forward with a slick crackle, the story smart and compelling, the strange, surreal gonzo tone — the real world, but ever so slightly off — holding through every twist and turn. One Battle After Another would have felt radical in just about any era in human history, but in this one — the one where the federal government is on the verge of functional ownership of most of the film industry, and Disney+ has buried everything with a gay person in it — feels like a miracle. And it’s challenging, nuanced; it’s asking hard questions about how we fight and why we fight and exploring the near-unresolvable quagmire of our own motivations and individual capacities for courage and endurance. It feels like everything, somehow, despite its off-kilter specificity. An actual, no-bones-about-it masterpiece. I realize it is not interesting for a cinephile to slot this at the top of 2025. But that sort of consensus rarely arrives without good reason, and One Battle After Another is a very, very good reason.

Now the only question is the likelihood that I will debase myself by putting Pizza Movie on this list next year (it’s not zero!).

2026 Oscar Predictions

It’s Oscar time! For those who’d like to follow along at home (and laugh at me), here are this year’s predictions (last year’s count, for the record, was 15-8):

Best Picture
Nominees: Bugonia, F1: The Movie, Frankenstein, Hamnet, Marty Supreme, One Battle After Another, The Secret Agent, Sentimental Value, Sinners, Train Dreams
Prediction: One Battle After Another

Best Actor
Nominees: Timothée Chalamet, Marty Supreme; Leonardo DiCaprio, One Battle After Another; Ethan Hawke, Blue Moon; Michael B. Jordan, Sinners; Wagner Moura, The Secret Agent
Prediction: Michael B. Jordan, Sinners

Best Actress
Nominees: Jessie Buckley, Hamnet; Rose Byrne, If I Had Legs I’d Kick You; Kate Hudson, Song Sung Blue; Renate Reinsve, Sentimental Value; Emma Stone, Bugonia
Prediction: Jessie Buckley, Hamnet

Best Supporting Actor
Nominees: Benicio Del Toro, One Battle After Another; Jacob Elordi, Frankenstein; Delroy Lindo, Sinners; Sean Penn, One Battle After Another; Stellan Skarsgård, Sentimental Value
Prediction: Sean Penn, One Battle After Another

Best Supporting Actress
Nominees: Elle Fanning, Sentimental Value; Inga Ibsdotter Lilleaas, Sentimental Value; Amy Madigan, Weapons; Wunmi Mosaku, Sinners; Teyana Taylor, One Battle After Another
Prediction: Amy Madigan, Weapons

Best Director
Nominees: Paul Thomas Anderson, One Battle After Another; Ryan Coogler, Sinners; Josh Safdie, Marty Supreme; Joachim Trier, Sentimental Value; Chloé Zhao, Hamnet
Prediction: Paul Thomas Anderson, One Battle After Another

Best Original Screenplay
Nominees: Blue Moon, It Was Just an Accident, Marty Supreme, Sentimental Value, Sinners
Prediction: Sinners

Best Adapted Screenplay
Nominees: Bugonia, Frankenstein, Hamnet, One Battle After Another, Train Dreams
Prediction: One Battle After Another

Best Cinematography
Nominees: Frankenstein, Marty Supreme, One Battle After Another, Sinners, Train Dreams
Prediction: Sinners

Best Film Editing
Nominees: F1: The Movie, Marty Supreme, One Battle After Another, Sinners, Sentimental Value
Prediction: One Battle After Another

Best Production Design
Nominees: Frankenstein, Hamnet, Marty Supreme, One Battle After Another, Sinners
Prediction: Frankenstein

Best Costume Design
Nominees: Avatar: Fire and Ash, Frankenstein, Hamnet, Marty Supreme, Sinners
Prediction: Frankenstein

Best Sound
Nominees: F1: The Movie, Frankenstein, One Battle After Another, Sinners, Sirāt
Prediction: Sinners

Best Makeup/Hairstyling
Nominees: Frankenstein, Kokuho, Sinners, The Smashing Machine, The Ugly Stepsister
Prediction: Frankenstein

Best Original Score
Nominees: Bugonia, Frankenstein, Hamnet, One Battle After Another, Sinners
Prediction: Sinners

Best Original Song
Nominees: Diane Warren: Relentless, “Dear Me” by Diane Warren; KPop Demon Hunters, “Golden” by EJAE, Joong Gyu-kwak, Nam Hee-dong and Jeong Seong-Hoon; Sinners, “I Lied to You” by Ludwig Göransson and Raphael Saadiq; Viva Verdi, “Sweet Dreams of Joy” by Nicholas Pike; Train Dreams, “Train Dreams” by Nick Cave and Bryce Dessner
Prediction: KPop Demon Hunters, “Golden” by EJAE Joong Gyu-kwak, Nam Hee-dong and Jeong Seong-Hoon

Best Visual Effects
Nominees: Avatar: Fire and Ash, F1: The Movie, Jurassic World: Rebirth, The Lost Bus, Sinners
Prediction: Avatar: Fire and Ash

Best Documentary Feature
Nominees: The Alabama Solution, Come See Me in the Good Light, Cutting Through Rocks, Mr. Nobody Against Putin, The Perfect Neighbor
Prediction: The Perfect Neighbor

Best Animated Feature
Nominees: Arco, Elio, KPop Demon Hunters, Little Amélie or the Character of Rain, Zootopia 2
Prediction: KPop Demon Hunters

Best Animated Short
Nominees: Papillon (Butterfly), Forevergreen, The Girl Who Cried Pearls, Retirement Plan, The Three Sisters
Prediction: Papillon (Butterfly)

Best Live Action Short
Nominees: Butcher’s Stain, A Friend of Dorothy, Jane Austen’s Period Drama, The Singers, Two People Exchanging Saliva
Prediction: A Friend of Dorothy

Best Documentary Short
Nominees: All the Empty Rooms, Armed Only with a Camera: The Life and Death of Brent Renaud, Children No More: Were and are Gone, The Devil Is Busy, Perfectly a Strangeness
Prediction: The Devil Is Busy

Best International Feature
Nominees: It Was Just an Accident, The Secret Agent, Sentimental Value, Sirāt, The Voice of Hind Rajab
Prediction: Sentimental Value

Best Casting
Nominees: Hamnet, Marty Supreme, One Battle After Another, The Secret Agent, Sinners
Prediction: Sinners

2025: Top 10 Albums

“i’m GoInG tO sTaRt DoInG mUsIc RoUnDuPs EvErY yEaR sInCe I cAn’t Do MoViEs At ThE sAmE tImE aS eVeRyBoDy ElSe,” I said a decade ago, and here I am, in March, coughing up my annual Top 10 Albums of the Year column with my top 20 movies list just about finalized in the same friggin’ document. I don’t post much; I’m supposed to be pacing these out!

Part of that is that I’m not super wild about 2025 as a year in music; part of it is that I mostly listen to music while I’m writing and I’ve barely done any writing this year on account of gestures broadly so I don’t have the same level of familiarity with these albums as I’ve had in the past. I kind of thought about skipping this year, but that would’ve left a weird gap in my archives and that simply mustn’t be permitted! And, in all sincerity, whatever the merits of the year at large, this is a list of ten really good albums that I’m really excited about, I want to give them their due, and I like leaving a record of the things I enjoy so I can revisit it in the future and see how my interests have changed.

So here we go again: My Extremely Uneducated Take on the Best Music of the Year, 2025 Edition!

10. “viagr aboys,” Viagra Boys
I’m starting to think I just need to reserve the tenth spot for the Viagra Boys every year. No one finds my fixation on this band more inexplicable than I do. My first listen to every single one of their albums almost always ends as a bit of a disappointment for me, and yet every single one of those albums somehow just hangs in there throughout the year — keeps drawing me back, perplexes me, compels me, and when the time comes to put together this list it just feels dishonest to leave them off. I don’t always know what they think they’re trying to do, but the attempt alone is unfailingly fascinating. I think I might just love this stupid, stupid band, man. Love their whole gross, lazy, ridiculous bag. Sebastian Murphy fully belches on the very first verse of the very first song, it does not sound intentional, they left it in anyway, and god, I just love that about them. Eventually they’re going to make an album that’s too weird for me…I say, knowing that I fully expected that to have already happened by now.

9. “Lotus,” Little Simz
I think this entry may have single-handedly made this list as late as it is this year, just from trying to think of anything new to say about the artist who basically defaults to one of these slots every time she releases something. Little Simz is a good rapper? Great voice, great flow? Really bites into every syllable? It’s nice to once again have a rapper who thinks this kind of music ought to have a little scale to it? Rapping over bands and orchestras and whatnot? I don’t know, I could see it becoming a problem that Simz really hasn’t evolved much since “Sometimes I Might Be Introvert,” maybe even sooner than I think, but as long as she’s delivering tracks this strong I really can’t complain. I’m in the fan club, what can I say.

8. “Double Infinity,” Big Thief
First Big Thief record that wasn’t in contention for the top slot, and honestly, that’s almost a relief to me — reassures me that these people are actually human and not automatons programmed to produce one to three borderline perfect albums every year like it’s the easiest thing in the world. My objection here, to the extent that I have one, is that “Double Infinity” is a pretty front-loaded album that falls off a little in the second half. Off the top of my head, “Happy with You” is the first, and so far only, Big Thief song I think I outright dislike (I get what it’s going for; I just don’t think it works). But the first half of this album, Good Lord in Heaven, is absolutely nuts; if the last couple songs had lived up to the run of “Incomprehensible” through the title track, this would’ve been a record to make The Beatles jealous. If this had been a five-track EP, it would’ve gone squarely in that top slot, and I would not have had to think particularly hard about it. There’s very little that could’ve stopped an album like that from making this list, and let’s keep in mind that there’s only one song here I don’t like; the others are at least OK (honestly, I think I’d like Grandmother quite a bit if they’d cut like two minutes of choruses out of it). Big Thief is one of the best bands in the business, and the fact that this is what rates as a disappointment for them is the strongest proof yet.

7. “LUX,” ROSALÍA
I arrived pretty late to this party, and uh, yeah, that’s gonna be entirely my bad on this one, sorry. Because of how recently I gave it a spin, I probably have fewer listens on “LUX” than everything else on this list, but even with that little experience, it’s already quite clear to me this is one of the best albums of the year. I’m a real sucker for anything that effectively blends the modern and the traditional, and that feels like the entire MO here. It’s a big, sweeping thing, maybe even a little too big and sweeping from time to time, but it’s impossible to deny the scale of its ambition. I can’t help but get wrapped up in something that goes so completely for broke on every single track.

6. “Antidepressants,” (The London?) Suede
Seriously, what is this band called. I know they’ve historically been Suede and people continue to cover this album as if it’s Suede and everywhere they exist outside of my playlist they’re referred to as Suede and yet said playlist resolutely refers to them as The London Suede. This is making me look ignorant and I don’t like it. Help. Anyway, I am ignorant, never heard of this band before this year despite them apparently having been active for most of my life. But they’re great! I like them a lot. Just good, old-fashioned rock and roll, moody but meant to fill arenas, like if Liam Gallagher fronted The Cure. I don’t know that anything especially new is happening here, but it’s eleven tracks worth of well crafted music that’s fun to sing along with. I don’t ask for much, and (The London?) Suede gave me a lot more than that. Never doubted “Antidepressants” would make this list, and I’m honestly a little surprised it didn’t end up higher.

5. “moisturizer,” Wet Leg
My first couple listens, I registered this as kind of a disappointment, despite the strength of the singles. Not sure what changed, not sure anything even did. I just found that as I revisited these albums, everything else moved up or down the list but “moisturizer” held steady. I think it’s just a good, solid, well-rounded record from a new-ish band that continues to show a ton of promise. It covers a lot of sonic ground without losing its identity. I understand why Wet Leg has generated a bit of a backlash, but I think it’s the same reason I like them — their whole deal, which I can only describe as “cutesy filthiness,” only works within a very, very narrow lane. I find them super interesting, but I am distantly aware that all of this is only a very minor tonal shift away from being extremely annoying. And they fascinate me specifically because they somehow keep walking that tightrope, remaining novel and expanding their sound within those parameters without teetering too far to the left or right. Basically, I’ve come to realize that I love this album, and I love this band, but someday they are absolutely going to make an all-timer of a terrible record. Fortunately, it’s not this one.

4. “New Threats from the Soul,” Ryan Davis & the Roadhouse Band
Did I just randomly turn into an alt country guy at some point? When did that happen? And how? I think the best testament to Ryan Davis & and the Roadhouse Band — one of my favorite new discoveries this year — is that on paper I should find this album incredibly tedious. One of my worse opinions is probably that I think ninety-nine percent of songs want to be less than five minutes long and only under LCD Soundsystem and The Who-level circumstances am I particularly open to more than that. “New Threats from the Soul” contains only seven songs but runs nearly the length of a feature film. And yet every time I listen to it, I’m lulled into this trance-like dream state and I simply don’t notice how long each track goes on. I love weird stuff, man; I love this spacey, kinda psychedelic bar-band country; I love Davis’s silly off-key moan, singing like just the saddest cowboy; I love all eleven minutes of the most titanic tracks on this record; I love it, in general. This is one of those bands where I have a sense — hopefully incorrect — that one album will be all I ever need from them, but man am I a fan of that one album.

3. “Let God Sort Em Out,” Clipse
Look, sometimes this stuff is real simple: Pusha T and Malice got together and thought to themselves: “What if we came up with the thirteen sickest beats of all time? Do you think people would be into that?” And reader, they were. I’d love to write a whole long thing about “Let God Sort Em Out” — it feels cheap not to — and yet that really is the long and short of it. This album just plain sounds great from beginning to end. The only thing holding it off the top slot is that I’m not sure I find Pusha T or Malice all that interesting as rappers — not a knock on their technical ability, to be clear, just how memorable their voices are to me personally — and as a result my favorite parts of this album are mostly the features. Tyler, the Creator has one of the coolest voices in rap and if he ever starts making music I like half as much he’s going to take over the world. Anyway, “Let God Sort Em Out” good. “Let God Sort Em Out” very, very good.

2. “Bleeds,” Wednesday
Yeah, this was inevitable. Pro tip: If I ever mention in one of my year-end lists that there was a band I was close to getting into but wasn’t quite sure yet, their next album is not only a lock for a future installment but probably for the top five. I have pretty much never started getting into a band and then failed to complete that process. Anyway, Wednesday is clearly one of the “it” alt rock bands of their moment and a lot of ink has already been spilled about their songwriting and creativity. My two cents: What really impresses me about them is how firm their identity is despite the sheer variety of their sound. This is an album that runs the gamut from shoegazey rock n’ roll to folksy country to literal screaming punk, and by some means I can only assume to be actual real-world sorcery, there is such a thing as a Wednesday sound, these are all identifiable as Wednesday songs, the album is perfectly whole and cohesive, and I am just fascinated by the sheer instinctive giftedness it would take to bring that about. Is that even something you could teach? All I know is that the more I listen to “Bleeds,” the more convinced I am that it’s quietly an actual masterpiece.

  1. “Getting Killed,” Geese
    I was so excited when I discovered these guys, man — so eager, at the end of the year, to run over here and tell you about this obscure little bunch of indie weirdos I found. And now here we are. The year has ended and Geese is now the breakout alt rock band of their generation and putting them at the top of lists like this makes you look like a boring faux-artsy trend chaser. WHATEVER. The point is, I was there first! Well, not as first as the people who knew about them before this album, but NEVERTHELESS. They were not a big deal yet when I glommed onto them and the choice I’ve made here is both accurate and reflective of the incontrovertible fact that I am An Interesting Person! Anyway, I knew this album was making the year-end list the second I first heard it, and I started planning what I would write immediately. My initial idea was to do something simple reflecting the diversity of their sound: I decided I would sit down, listen solely to the first song, write down the names of other musicians I was reminded of in its measly three minutes and forty-five seconds, and just publish that as my review. I ultimately abandoned that idea for two reasons: first, that it swiftly became just a list of, like, all the bands, every single one, and second, that it was becoming increasingly clear to me that “Getting Killed” was going to claim the number-one slot and therefore I should probably put a little more thought into it. I just love these guys’ dynamism, man, how many things they manage to be all at once. I love their invention, their madcap energy, the first vocalist in a while to have a unique voice and use it uniquely — I can only describe Cameron Winter’s singing as “if Beck fronted Radiohead,” and it’s wild to listen to. They’re like if you told an AI to make an album that was every genre at the same time, except, you know…good. I read a comment at one point that really encapsulated why Geese works for me on the level that it does — it feels like music tailor-made for its moment, not because it’s nakedly political in any sense, but because it captures the hazy, frantic, dead-behind-the-eyes aura of a world that’s simultaneously dark, desperate, terrifying, and really, really stupid. It’s the soundtrack of 2025. How could I not put it at number one?

2024: Top 20 Movies

(With the understanding that someone might be interested in reading my annual roundup on movies and not the equivalent music piece — or vice versa — and lacking the desire to reiterate what I said last time: If you want to know my thoughts on the state of the world and the state of myself and the state of this website, you can read the essay that opened my musical retrospective here. It still covers just about everything I’m capable of saying right now. Otherwise, please enjoy this year’s Top 20 Movies!)

I’m not wild about 2024 as a year in movies. Yeah, I ultimately filled this list with a handful of contenders to spare, but…I don’t know. I got there in part by cheating, at least by my standards; there are two entries with runtimes so short I’m not sure I’d have qualified them as feature length in a year when I was less desperate for films I’d actually be excited to write about. And even with that rule broken, you have to get a couple entries deep before you start finding movies I’m confident would have made the cut last year.

Part of the problem is that 2024 played as something of a reverse 2023 — it got off to an extremely strong start, then just flatlined for the rest of the year. The top four entries on this list had all been released by April, and that’s quite a high to come down from.

Still, the top tier of this year’s list is pretty, well, top tier. And considering how recently I was sincerely concerned 2024 would not have enough great movies to comfortably fill twenty slots, the fact that I ended up with as much overflow as I did — even if I don’t feel compelled to include any of it as an honorable mention — comes as some relief. There will never be a year with no great movies — and if 2024 could pull it off, there will probably never be a year where this list is a challenge. This isn’t my favorite column since I started doing this — though, for what it’s worth, it also isn’t my least favorite — but in the end I’m content with it.

Let us begin!

20. Evil Does Not Exist

Evil Does Not Exist is the kind of Top 20 entry that’s really only one fatal flaw away from being a Top 10 entry. There’s part of me that even thinks it might be better than the much more culturally impactful Drive My Car — or that most of it is, anyway. It’s typically beautiful work from Ryûsuke Hamaguchi, and if I’ve said it once, I’ve said it a thousand times: I make my living as a small-town journalist, I love me a good public meeting, inject your movie about municipal water systems directly into my veins. But what really stands out to me is how skillfully paced it is — slow and deliberate, to be sure, but in this way that allows it to complete every thought before moving on. Hamaguchi establishes a sort of chilly remove that accentuates its depiction of mundane worldly cruelties and provide and stages its surprising sense of humor with appropriate awkwardness. Like I said, it’s the sort of movie that normally would comfortably slot itself in the Top 10 or Top 5 — but for my feeling that it nowhere near sticks the landing, and in fact fails to earn it by such a significant distance that it can cast the faintest pallor over the film preceding it. Not much of one, though — Evil Does Not Exist is extraordinary until it isn’t, and it isn’t only for a short time. I continue to watch Hamaguchi’s career with interest.

19. Look Back

The year’s best cry-like-an-idiot movie. This is one of two entries I feel like I might have disqualified in a year where I found my also-rans more compelling — at only fifty minutes, it’s shorter than a lot of TV shows these days. But the Academy counts that as feature length, so whatever — this year, it’s good enough for me. Look Back is absolute emotional dynamite for weird artsy types who have a difficult, anxious relationship with their work — which is to say me, it’s emotional dynamite for me specifically. It’s also emotional dynamite for people with a tendency to fixate on what-ifs and might-have-beens and who struggle with the transience and impermanence of things, which is to say that, really, this kind of became overkill for me past a certain point. Charming, low-key, and delightful until it’s crushing, then swings from hope to despair and back again until it’s put you the whole way through the wringer. Beautiful, sad, affirming, great.

18. Conclave

Conclave is the kind of movie that reminds me why I frame these lists as “favorites,” not “bests.” Obviously, who am I to decide my own subjective emotional responses ought to be representative of some larger object standard? But it’s more than that, it’s the fact that even my own personal sense of what’s good or bad or better or worse get tangled up in the complexity of telling a story. I can easily think of ways Conclave could have been technically better cinema. And all of those things would have made me like it less. I worry in my discussions over the last several months I’ve overemphasized Conclave as an ironic pleasure; let me be clear now that it truly isn’t. This is a well-made film, it looks great, the cast is phenomenal, it somehow makes behind-the-scenes Vatican politicking the most fascinating thing in the world. It’s super melodramatic and intense, but I have a weakness for that kind of thing. It’s just that when it goes wrong, it goes really wrong — but also swings for the fences so hard that you have to admire it. This would be a “better” movie if it ended twenty minutes earlier, on that final moment of ambiguity — instead of suddenly ratcheting everything up to eleven and piling on twist after twist after twist. But I had a big, stupid smile on my face through the whole ending the first time I watched it, relishing each earth-shattering revelation, doing a spit-take the moment I realized what the final turn was going to be. For me, it’s The Dark Knight Rises of pope movies: great when it’s good and a masterpiece when it isn’t. Loved it.

17. Rap World

The other entry I thought about disqualifying, and it’s even more tempting in this case, not only because it runs a mere fifty minutes but because it’s literally a really long YouTube video and even I have trouble muscling past the stigma associated with that. But Rap World is just too…undeniable. It occupied my thoughts far too long after I watched it to be discarded solely on account of its medium. There really is a level of stupidity that a movie cannot achieve without the people making it secretly being actual geniuses, and I’m struggling to think of anything that better demonstrates what I mean by that than Rap World. It doesn’t just deliver on the jokes — though let me be clear that it is hilarious, and somehow only gets funnier as it goes — it perfectly replicates the experience of hanging out with the stupidest guys you knew in the year 2009. Every inch of every frame reflects an unwavering commitment to the bit — the camera as much the medium as it is an actor portraying a character in the story, every dialogue exchange feeling loose and improvisational despite the fact that it would have to be extremely purposeful in order to convey the necessary information and set up the jokes for the editing room, the cultural references and overall mood having to line up with a historical period that happened too recently to be easily signaled visually. It can only exist as a function of an extraordinary amount of thought going into it. It truly is Moron Citizen Kane. Funny when it’s funny and hilarious when it’s kind of sad.

16. Nickel Boys

You know, I always complain about how late I am with these because of how long it can take certain films to screen near me (if they do at all). And yet, I sometimes feel like the extra three or four months I get to do these still isn’t enough. I don’t know how I’d handle throwing a list together at the tail end of December having only seen everything one time and some films only a handful of days prior. Nickel Boys feels like it’s occupying a placeholder slot here. I had no idea where to put it. Because it’s clearly extraordinary, but I’ve also never seen anything like it and I know I didn’t completely get my head around it on the first viewing. I could see repeat viewings moving it to pretty much any position here. The craftsmanship is incomprehensible, how its cinematography can be so beautiful while also being one hundred percent subjective, anchored in the direct point of view of its characters. And it maintains that delicate state without ever breaking kayfabe — it actually feels like you’re looking through a human being’s eyes, it has that fidgety distraction that comes with reacting to changes in your environment, and yet it’s all so deliberately stitched together and graceful. And that’s just the surface, not the rich core of theme and feeling I still don’t completely have in hand. Just an impossible thing, a miracle of a movie.

15. Anora

Another year, another Sean Baker movie that I feel like you guys like way more than I do, and honestly, I’m not even sure Anora is my favorite of his; it lacks that Sean Baker-y texture of everyday oddity that drives the rest of his work. But for the purposes of a list like this, that says a lot more about where you guys are than I am, because Anora is still one of the best — for lack of a better descriptor — “four-quadrant” movies of the year. You know, the sort of movie that’s accessible on a hundred different levels, whether you’re in it for the jokes or the feelings. I like the smallness of its scope, and the inherent hilariousness of its concept. And the performances are across-the-board stellar; I’m actually completely fine with that upset Mikey Madison Best Actress win (and probably would’ve voted for Yura Borisov too, were I a member of the Academy). Weird, layered, doesn’t always take things where you think it’s going to. Good fun.

14. Rebel Ridge

I would like for Netflix to die in the hottest fire it can find for completely burying this. There is absolutely no reason why Rebel Ridge shouldn’t be a monster hit, much less nearly forgotten only a handful of months after its release. Well, if there’s only one person left beating the drum, let it be me — Rebel Ridge is one hell of a bone-crunching thriller (that’s also weirdly humane at the end of the day?). It’s the modern world’s answer to First Blood. It slides gracefully from slow-burn indie intensity to detective procedural and finally to pulse-pounding actioner, never misses a beat. The civil asset forfeiture revenge thriller: just what the doctor ordered.

13. Hit Man

While we’re on the subject of “burn in hell, Netflix,” here’s the other great movie they casually dropped halfway through the year and then pretended never existed. Hit Man is the first Richard Linklater movie I’ve loved since 2016’s Everybody Wants Some!! and possibly his best “fun one” since as far back as School of Rock (depending on how you define “fun one,” anyway). It has a lot of his staples, chiefly its low-key tone and its talky but not overly self-serious philosophical dimensions. But it’s also kind of a departure for him in that it replaces his aching sincerity with biting, red-hot irony. What if you therapy speak’d yourself into becoming a sociopath? What if the best version of yourself is actually kind of terrible? Cheeky, kind of slimy, deliberately leans into its guilty pleasure elements. Super watchable, and also kind of quietly unprecedented.

12. Nosferatu

I’m picking up a vibe like people are starting to get a little sick of Robert Eggers. Not me, though. It’s weird, because I have a long history of being a “story over aesthetics” guy when a movie forces me to make that choice, but Eggers is just such a generational talent behind the camera. He’s one of the best technical craftsmen working, and at this point probably a candidate for the all-time list. He’s going to have to turn in a script that’s actively bad even to get me to drop below my customary four stars, much less to turn me against him. And Nosferatu does not have a bad script! It isn’t flawless, but it’s doing some interesting things, particularly with the strange psychosexual aspects of the story; I strongly disagree with the strain of criticism accusing it of having nothing on its mind. Nosferatu has more than enough beneath the surface to support its staggering visuals. It looks and sounds phenomenal, and it’s interesting to see Eggers attack something a little more visceral — less the slow burn of The Witch and more a proper horror thriller. It’s unsettling as all hell, a horror movie that feels deeply, pervasively evil and buries itself in your gut. A filmmaker at the absolute height of his powers.

11. Hard Truths

Mike Leigh is one of those otherworldly talents to me — I simply cannot comprehend how he manages to do what he does with such consistency. I don’t understand the functions of his work, and never in a million years could I replicate them — constantly creating things that feel like new, unprecedented experiences despite being naturalistic, improvisational dramas about the lives of everyday, average people. How he can wrangle such beauty out of sets that consist largely of living rooms, how he can mine so many layers of complexity out of premises so simple they’re barely even loglines, how he can get those performances out of so many different people over so many years — seriously, I think there’s an argument to be made that no director in the history of the medium has been better with actors. Marianne Jean-Baptiste, just, my god. It’s all so familiar, the characters so much like people you know in real life, their situations so relatable, and yet it’s so complicated, so evocative, a house of cards that would collapse instantly with one wrong move and yet somehow no one ever makes one. And it’s all done with such humility; there isn’t a single moment where the film starts to feel impressed with itself. Just another day at the office. It confounds me in the best possible way.

10. The Seed of the Sacred Fig

There’s no doubt it can be hard to separate a movie like The Seed of the Sacred Fig from its circumstances — the fact that its mere existence is an act of extraordinary courage, that multiple members of the cast and crew have been arrested and/or exiled for making it. But the older I get, the more I believe that’s part and parcel of the whole thing — that movies, or any works of art, for that matter, are functions of their real-world foundations as much as what’s actually contained within them. Sometimes the medium really is the message. It’s that bravery that makes The Seed of the Sacred Fig so cutting and urgent, that gives it its vitality. Specificity, once again, is key — what ultimately exposes the universality of the human condition and what ails it. You don’t have to have lived a second of its story for its characters and their increasingly fraught relationship with one another to ring achingly familiar. Edward Albee once said, “Fiction is fact distilled into truth.” The Seed of the Sacred Fig is truth.

9. Wallace & Gromit: Vengeance Most Fowl

Easily the year’s most pleasant surprise. I gave up on Aardman at some point; the studio hasn’t delivered anything better than OK in a while, and its recent turn toward sequels felt like a desperate last grasp at keeping its doors open. The mediocrity of the new Chicken Run more or less sealed the deal for me. Then lo and behold! They delivered Wallace & Gromit: Vengeance Most Fowl, their best feature in twenty years, since its own predecessor — and there’s a small part of me that wonders if I like it even more than that one! It’s exactly what I want out of a Wallace & Gromit movie — simple but inventive, dryly funny, sometimes a riot but not so often it becomes exhausting, replete with the requisite Aardman charm, and it’s also got stronger storytelling than I’m used to even in the studio’s best features. Nothing fancy, of course, but there’s a sense of purpose and drive to it that I don’t think Aardman has tapped into since Chicken Run. It’s just a good time, the perfect family film.

8. Furiosa: A Mad Max Saga

It grew on me! It’s no Fury Road, but I don’t think it matters. This is the Aliens to Fury Road’s Alien — inferior, but different enough as a movie that you stop comparing them. Alien is the best version of itself, Aliens is the best version of itself, and so it goes with Furiosa. It’s less of a slam-bang action flick, more of a sweeping epic — albeit one that’s more honed in on character, more interested in telling a story. Fury Road is fun; Furiosa is bleak. It feels the loss of the old world more profoundly than any other entry in the Mad Max franchise; there’s a weight to it, a sense of grief. Chris Hemsworth has absolutely never been better, and Anya Taylor Joy’s Charlize Theron impression is downright creepy. And through it all, you still get the great set pieces and utterly deranged characters you see these movies for. And it’s an excellent companion piece to its predecessor, the latter of which is something of a tonic for the former’s bleakness. If nothing you do matters, might as well do something right. What else are you going to do?

7. Flow

One thing I’ve found over the years is that I really, really like the idea of movies about animals — actual animals, I mean, not Disney animals with essentially human intelligence — but I struggle to get into them in practice. Even all-timers like Au Hasard Balthazar I respect more than enjoy. They’re animals! There isn’t a whole lot of texture to dig into there. It’s hard to feel anything deep and interesting. That’s why it’s significant that I loved Flow right out of the gate and it never lost me. I don’t know how fair it is to say it’s about actual animals — the concept requires it to take at least a few liberties, like that they figure out how to steer the boat. But in the ways that matter, it feels authentic. I think Flow low-key has some of the best storytelling of any movie this year, or at least the most novel — that it somehow manages to wring character arcs out of its furry cast while still having them feel like animals. It pulls off this cause-and-effect, punishment/reward angle — if I do this, I get food; if I do this, I get hurt, that sort of thing — that feels true to the way animals learn, makes its characters dynamic, and sends them on a journey that’s as much emotional as physical. I think what most stands out to me is how broadly appealing it feels, despite being a little indie movie with a lot of vision — simply because of how skillfully it executes on a ton of different levels. You’ve got cute animals, you’ve got enough concrete storytelling to engage the average audience, and there’s mystery and ambiguity to it — especially its haunted world-building — that leave it feeling like it’s hit upon something important. Truly something special.

6. Sing Sing

Another one that’s grown on me with distance and a second viewing. Sing Sing is good in all the ways you want a movie to be good, the ones that maybe aren’t as fun to write about, but where it goes the extra mile, I think, is how unified it feels in its purpose. How seemingly everyone involved knew what was unique to the story they were telling, what made it special, what made it interesting, and worked to bring that out — not only in writing and filmmaking and performance but in the reality of the production itself. It’s only kind of the real-life John Whitfield’s story, and it’s only kind of a true story in the first place. Really, by drawing the film from his account, then threading in the details of other men he knew over the course of his incarceration, then casting actual former inmates in those roles and letting them incorporate some of their own autobiographies into the story, they created something that’s a perfect approximation of its own subject. It’s theater — the ultimate collaborative art form. And Sing Sing is a very collaborative-feeling movie, a lot of different people bringing their own truth to the experience. So you get this balanced, nuanced movie, as much a hangout flick as a propulsive narrative, and it walks the line gracefully. Never feels thin, never feels overstuffed, there’s always some new layer being peeled back, and sometimes it’s surprising what you find underneath. Despite its heavy subject matter, it’s warm, uplifting, and full of love, and it earns every second.

5. The Brutalist

I’ve said before that if The Brutalist is not quite the best movie of 2024, it’s easily the most American. An immigrant population crawling out of the ashes of generational trauma, while the world continues spinning apathetically around them, funneled into the blood and sweat of the capitalist grind, expected to pick up and carry on somehow. A big world run by even bigger whims, a people with little recourse against them but to live and die by their whims. Even after obtaining prestige and a certain indispensability, it only affords the opportunity to stand silently and watch as self-made wealthy megalomaniacs pass the torch to their failsons who are no less evil than them but lack even the mad vision to build something that lasts; they know and care nothing of the world beyond spreadsheets and the numbers that go up and down on them. And in the end, what you leave behind is bigger than you; what it inspires is out of your hands. Art, commerce, ego. A staggering, ambitious epic that’s all the more impressive for how it stands perpetually on the razor’s edge of collapse without ever tipping in.

4. Hundreds of Beavers

I swear I am just hemorrhaging brain cells, man. Every year I’m alive on this Earth I become measurably stupider. I go through different artistic phases from time to time, where a specific type of thing fascinates me and I get way too into it. Right now, that thing is what I can only describe as “the artfully stupid.” Get me artists at the absolute height of their powers who are devoting all of that talent and perfectionism to the most moronic ideas that ever slithered across their diseased brains. Go to film school, then pool all of your resources into bringing that big Drunk Idea to life. Anyway, if there was a Wikipedia page for “the artfully stupid,” I’d have to insist on the poster for Hundreds of Beavers being at the very top. It has codified the entire concept. Sincerely well designed, possibly the best edited movie of the entire year, lovingly hand-crafted, and you will feel entire sections of your brain sloughing off while you watch it. This isn’t a movie you experience; it’s a movie you lose a fight with. I can identify the exact moment where my dumbfounded silence lapsed into complete hysteria and then never stopped. We’ve done it, ladies and gentlemen. The pinnacle of human achievement. The stupidest movie ever made. I laughed until I was sick. I loved every second of it. I made it my entire personality last year and I do not regret it.

3. I Saw the TV Glow

I have never seen anything like I Saw the TV Glow. That’s pretty much the long and short of it. It’s a rare thing, a movie that feels like it’s discovered some whole new way of communicating, like it’s expanded the known boundaries of what cinema can do. And somehow, it does that despite wearing its influences very explicitly on its sleeve — part of me thinks Jane Schoenbrun has been a little too forthcoming about their influences on the interview circuit, and yet it hasn’t made a dent in the overall novelty of the experience. I Saw the TV Glow keeps its literal and metaphorical elements in perfect balance, sliding from the more traditionally narrative to the downright Lynchian without ever losing you, cheating your emotional investment, or shedding the core of what it is. It always feels of a piece with itself. It achieves thematic clarity on the level of the preachiest morality play you’ve seen, without ever putting its actual subject into the literal text of the story. It’s evocative, it defies genre, it borrows chintzy ‘90s YA visuals and somehow transforms them striking and gorgeous. Blank check for Schoenbrun; I’m there for whatever comes next.

2. Dune: Part 2

I am as God made me, folks. It’s like I said when I put Part 1 in that year’s Top 20: I love science fiction nonsense, I love big worms and laser guns and spaceships, and when you hand those things to a director who knows how to shoot them so that they are not gray, warmed-over filth, I’m a cat chasing a laser pointer. You’ve got me; I’m putty in your hands. Anyway, I still have a handful of minor reservations about Part 1, but those do not recur in Part 2 — it’s the better movie in every conceivable way; it even brought me around on some of the things I didn’t care for the first time around (chiefly that loud loud LOUD score, which now feels like the purest reflection of the duology’s “sinners in the hand of an angry god” ethos). Being alive in a time of prophecy would be as invigorating as it would be terrifying, and that’s the key to how Dune: Part 2 manages to be a rousing epic and a feel-bad indictment of religion and power at the same time. It’s some truly extraordinary big-screen spectacle. Bring on Dune: Messiah, bring on the other sequels, let’s get to the weird stuff, let’s upset some people, let’s set Warner Bros’ money on fire, we’re doing this.

And drumroll…

  1. Challengers

Alternative title: The Most Damning Indictment of the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences This Side of Crash! I’m definitely not sore about this, not even a little bit. The kind of movie that makes me want to put on a bad Humphrey Bogart voice and declare “What a picture!” Challengers has reliably gotten better every single time I’ve watched it. With full respect to Call Me By Your Name’s following — it’s a great film, and I have no quarrel with it — this is the best work of Luca Guadagnino’s career, and to be completely honest, I don’t consider it close. Challengers is just plain a movie, man, a good, old-fashioned movie, with electric direction and razor-sharp writing and real, actual movie-star performances from real, actual movie stars. It’s smart and trusts its audience; it’s entertainment made by and for adults. There’s already a part of me that thinks it might be the best sports movie of all time, one that actually manages to synchronize what’s happening on the court with what’s happening off of it. There’s no moment here where a character just Digs Deep; it’s all fully motivated. And somehow it pulls off that feat while navigating as many as three or four simultaneous timelines without confusing its audience or losing its freight-train momentum; every new piece of information is deployed at the exact perfect time. There was a moment in the climax that almost made me leap out of my seat when I realized what was going on. This, right here, is how it’s done, kids. A master class.

2025 Oscar predictions

Oscar time! I was going to write a whole thing, but instead I spent my Saturday driving four hours round trip to ensure that I saw all the nominees ahead of the ceremony because I have a brain disease.

So whatever. Let’s just get right into it.

Best Picture: A Complete Unknown, Anora, Conclave, Dune: Part Two, Emilia Pérez, I’m Still Here, Nickel Boys, The Brutalist, The Substance, Wicked
Prediction: Anora

Best Actor: Adrien Brody, The Brutalist; Timothée Chalamet, A Complete Unknown; Colman Domingo, Sing Sing; Ralph Fiennes, Conclave; Sebastian Stan, The Apprentice
Prediction: Timothée Chalamet, A Complete Unknown

Best Actress: Cynthia Erivo, Wicked; Karla Sofia Gascón, Emilia Pérez; Mikey Madison, Anora; Demi Moore, The Substance; Fernanda Torres, I’m Still Here
Prediction: Demi Moore, The Substance

Best Supporting Actor: Yura Borisov, Anora; Kieran Culkin, A Real Pain; Edward Norton, A Complete Unknown; Guy Pearce, The Brutalist; Jeremy Strong, The Apprentice
Prediction: Kieran Culkin, A Real Pain

Best Supporting Actress: Monica Barbaro, A Complete Unknown; Ariana Grande, Wicked; Felicity Jones, The Brutalist; Isabella Rossellini, Conclave; Zoe Saldaña, Emilia Pérez
Prediction: Zoe Saldaña, Emilia Pérez

Best Director: Jacques Audiard, Emilia Pérez; Sean Baker, Anora; Brady Corbet, The Brutalist; Coralie Fargeat, The Substance; James Mangold, A Complete Unknown
Prediction: Sean Baker, Anora

Best Original Screenplay: A Real Pain, Anora, September 5, The Brutalist, The Substance
Prediction: Anora

Best Adapted Screenplay: A Complete Unknown, Conclave, Emilia Pérez, Nickel Boys, Sing Sing
Prediction: Conclave

Best Cinematography: Emilia Pérez, Dune: Part Two, Maria, Nosferatu, The Brutalist
Prediction: The Brutalist

Best Film Editing: Anora, Conclave, Emilia Pérez, The Brutalist, Wicked
Prediction: Anora

Best Production Design: Conclave, Dune: Part Two, Nosferatu, The Brutalist, Wicked
Prediction: Wicked

Best Costume Design: A Complete Unknown, Conclave, Gladiator II, Nosferatu, Wicked
Prediction: Wicked

Best Sound: A Complete Unknown, Emilia Pérez, Dune: Part Two, Wicked, The Wild Robot
Prediction: Wicked

Best Makeup/Hairstyling: A Different Man, Emilia Pérez, Nosferatu, The Substance, Wicked
Prediction: The Substance

Best Original Score: Conclave, Emilia Pérez, The Brutalist, Wicked, The Wild Robot
Prediction: The Brutalist

Best Original Song: Elton John: Never Too Late, “Never Too Late” by Elton John and Andrew Watt; Emilia Pérez, “El Mal” by Clément Ducol, Camille and Jacques Audiard; Emilia Pérez, “Mi Camino” by Clément Ducol and Camille; Sing Sing, “Like a Bird” by Abraham Alexander and Adrian Quesada; The Six Triple Eight, “The Journey” by Diane Warren
Prediction: Emilia Pérez, “El Mal” by Clément Ducol, Camille and Jacques Audiard

Best Visual Effects: Alien: Romulus, Better Man, Dune: Part Two, Kingdom of the Planet of the Apes, Wicked
Prediction: Dune: Part Two

This image released by Antipode Films shows a scene from “No Other Land”. (Antipode Films via AP)

Best Documentary Feature: Black Box Diaries, No Other Land, Porcelain War, Soundtrack to a Coup d’Etat, Sugarcane
Prediction: No Other Land

Best Animated Feature: Flow, Inside Out 2, Memoir of a Snail, The Wild Robot, Wallace and Gromit: Vengeance Most Fowl
Prediction: The Wild Robot

Best Animated Short: Beautiful Men, In the Shadow of the Cypress, Magic Candies, Wander to Wonder, Yuck!
Prediction: Magic Candies

Best Live Action Short: A Lien, Anuja, I’m Not a Robot, The Last Ranger, The Man Who Could Not Remain Silent
Prediction: The Man Who Could Not Remain Silent

Best Documentary Short: Death by Numbers; I am Ready, Warden; Incident; Instruments of a Beating Heart; The Only Girl in the Orchestra
Prediction: Death by Numbers

Best International Feature: Emilia Pérez, Flow, I’m Still Here, The Girl with the Needle, The Seed of the Sacred Fig
Prediction: Emilia Pérez

2024: Top 10 Albums

So I guess the first thing I want to ask is: Are you OK? I hope you’re OK.

But it’s fine if you’re not. I’m not. It was true what I said in my last post, that I was writing it as much for myself as anyone else. I was in a bad place then. I’m not in a good place now. And that’s normal. It’s scary out there. Dark, bleak. We’re grieving what we’ve lost, and terrified of what’s to come. I don’t believe it’s hopeless, but that’s a tough thing to see sometimes — a tough thing to hold onto. Because it will get worse before it gets better, and some of us — God knows who, could be me, could be you — aren’t going to make it to the sunrise. The light is faint and hard to reach for.

I used to sometimes talk about politics in the year-end retrospectives, on my old site, in th years when I felt like I had no choice. I didn’t like doing it, so I stopped. Just kept these pieces focused on the year in movies, or music, or whatever. It was all so despairing, and I never really knew how to transition from the suffering and hardship into the comparatively inconsequential things I write about.

I almost did the same thing again this year. But I realized I couldn’t, not without turning the circumstances into the elephant in the room — without this little list becoming the kind of too-bright smile you put on when things are desperately wrong and you’re to hide it and you know you’re failing. Also: I think, to an extent, it is on theme.

I want to say two things that have become daily mantras for me — that have done the most to get me into a more functional headspace.

The first I’ve already said, but I really want to ensure I make a point of it — because when it comes to self-care, knowing something academically is not the same thing as internalizing it. You absolutely must know, in your heart, that it is OK not to be OK right now. Lots of us aren’t. You’re anxious, you’re depressed, sad, scared, whatever — and all of those emotions are very understandable responses to what’s happened. It’s worse for some of us than others, and those of us who have medically diagnosed mental health conditions — which I do, for the record — have been triggered very badly. But those feelings are not irrational. They are not a signal that you are broken — nor are they a condition that is now inherent to you. It’s human to feel bad right now — it’s feeling completely fine that would be strange. It’s painful, and it’s going to take time, but know that this is a time when misery has a lot of company. You are not alone in this — very, very far from it.

The second thing pertains to this whole project, this thing I’m doing right now, writing this, about arts and entertainment when we all have much bigger things on our minds. I’ve been on social media far too much since all this happened; I’ve seen the latest genre of post — the people in replies to the guy telling jokes or sharing pictures of his dog criticizing him for meeting the moment too lightly. I understand where it comes from; believe me, I do. It’s also dead wrong.

It’s been said so much at this point it’s now a cliche: The first rule of fascism is don’t comply in advance. What I’m about to say I can’t claim as my own insight, though my memory fails as to who originated it. At some point over the last weeks, I saw someone respond to the aforementioned criticism with a statement that has stuck with me ever since: Letting them steal your joy is complying in advance.

Right now, we absolutely need people to lead the fight — people with the bandwidth and the talents necessary to dive into the nitty-gritty of all this, report the truth, develop a strategy, spearhead whatever we’re going to have to muster to save each other from this. The people most targeted by this administration, the ones suffering the most immediately and acutely, are going to need that. Do you know what else they’re going to need? A space to be a human being for a while. Somewhere they don’t have to think about how much they’re hurting. They need to talk about movies and music and sports and recenter themselves in the things that make life worth living, that bring them joy.

I know that from experience. Cards on the table: Very shortly after I posted that election-night essay on here, I lapsed into the absolute worst mental health crisis of my entire life. You’re just going to have to take my word for it when I say that bar was not low. I lost months. I was on the edge of a panic attack all day every day for entire weeks in December; January, I was better but felt like I was walking on the edge of a knife all the time, like one little push was all it would take. It was only internalizing what I said earlier — that it’s OK not to be OK — that helped me transition into something that feels more normal. In the midst of all that, with my mind in ruins and my guts on fire, I was glad for the people who were fighting — but it was also sort of difficult to talk to them? Because it dragged all my deepest fears to the forefront of my mind and kept me in that hell. Do you want to know what really helped me get better? What really gave me the strength to get through the day?

Friggin’ improv comedy.

I spent the last two months getting really into improv comedy. Finally got that Dropout subscription I’d been mulling for a while (highly recommended, FYI). At my worst, movies and music didn’t really penetrate, but for whatever reason, that did. It’s almost a ritual now. I wake up, shower, eat breakfast, and then I watch an episode of something on Dropout. It’s the silliest stuff in the world — but it’s ended up meaning a lot to me, and I’m so profoundly grateful it exists and that people continue to make it even though we’re all scared to death right now.

We need this stuff, man, every bit as much as we need to fight. So yeah — I’m doing the music list this year, and I’m going to do the year in movies once I finish up my watchlist; I’ll do the Oscar predictions if I don’t forget (sue me, it happens). I’m going to start writing again once I get my next project sufficiently planned out (thank God I finished the most recent novel in October; that sure would have been a mess). I’m really not much of a fighter, I’m certainly not a leader, it’s going to take me time to figure out what I can do concretely to help, but this, this I can do, and I’m going to keep doing it for as long as I’m able.

Moving right along: music!

I said last year that I’d sort of stopped believing in good years and bad years for music — at this point, it’s such a democratized art form that if I’m not enjoying the current landscape it’s just because I’m not digging deep enough. I realized that, to me, a good year simply meant all the artists I already listened to nailed it and I didn’t have to venture out of my comfort zone to fill the gap.

Of course, now that I’ve learned how to venture out of my comfort zone, at least a little bit, those conditions can now exist simultaneously. Which is to say that if I believed in good and bad years in music, I would consider this year a very good one.

I don’t know, I think I might have hit critical mass in my music nerdery in 2024. In a very short period of time, I went from top ten lists with entries I didn’t even like that much to this, the first year where I actually started to ask myself if I should expand to twenty. I ultimately decided that I’m still not far along to get away with that just yet — but that I even considered it is still a testament. There came a point in the last month or so when I counted out my ten and realized I had just cut The Cure’s new one, and that made me actively afraid for my safety.

The artists that I’m already a fan of mostly killed it this year. The top two albums on this year’s list are both by bands I’ve been trying to get into for years now who finally pulled me into their corner, which is very exciting. There’s also a healthy number of new discoveries — to me, anyway — on here. It’s just a really great balance, and for the first time since I started tracking my campaign to become a music nerd (which I absolutely have not anywhere near pulled off yet) I don’t really have any serious reservations about any of these. Not only that, but there are a few albums I sincerely regret that I couldn’t make room for this year.

So we’ll start with those honorable mentions. In more or less the order they were cut, they are: St. Vincent, “All Born Screaming” (I actually don’t consider it a disappointment; I just don’t think I’m quite as taken with it as everyone else — I love it through “Big Time Nothing,” but then it kind of sputters for me); Soft Play, “Heavy Jelly” (this is right on the edge of being too heavy for me, but a faithful adherent of my firm belief that punk music is best when it’s funny); Kim Deal, “Nobody Loves You More” (Kim Deal went solo and decided she was going to try to make a…Jimmy Buffett album? Anyway, this one’s been growing on me, so put a pin in it, I guess); The Smile, “Cutouts” and “Wall of Eyes” (they’re great, but I kind of want Radiohead back, and also I’m a little bit over bands doing two albums a year, it’s so vanishingly rare that they actually feel like two distinct pieces); and, as previously stated, The Cure, “Songs of a Lost World” (the downside of being a legacy band is that anything you make exists in the shadow of your own work — this is an album to make any other band jealous, and yet I found it also didn’t scratch any itches that “Disintegration” doesn’t already).

Now for the list proper.

10. Los Campesinos!, “All Hell”

New to these guys! Had never heard of them before they started showing up on some best-of lists at the end of the year. This goes without saying, given the caliber of the albums I just listed, but I had a heck of a time deciding what was going to round out this year’s list. My main holdup, I think, may have been that “All Hell” is not exactly reinventing the wheel — if you listened to the pop-punk/emo of the aughts, you won’t really encounter any new ideas here. But there’s an earthiness to the production that combines with a core sincerity and overall intelligence to put a real ache somewhere in the heart of this, and that’s an atmosphere I’ve never really gotten out of music like this. “All Hell” is timely, of its moment, an “album we need right now” kind of thing, and it isn’t impressed with itself for that. If I had to describe it, I would say it’s “if someone had taught the bands I loved in high school how to read,” which is an M.O. I have no trouble getting behind.

9. English Teacher, “This Could Be Texas”

Punk rock attitude in music that is not punk is one of the easiest ways to get me on board with a new band, and honestly, I could probably just end it right there. Part of me wants to, because English Teacher is a “vibes-only” sort of band that I’m also afraid would be cheapened by thinking about it too much. Combining that “too cool for school” sort of personality with composition that’s actually extremely intricate is an extraordinary balancing act and I can only bow my head in respect to anyone with the skill to pull it off effortlessly. It feels like this whole album is rolling its eyes at you, and somehow that ends up being the coolest thing in the universe. Like, we are not worthy.

8. Arooj Aftab, “Night Reign”

Look, man, it’s like I’ve said over and over doing these lists — I have no special expertise in this subject, I’m just some guy, I’m not even qualified to talk about the stupid stuff I put on here, much less a deep core music nerd genre like jazz. You want me to go over this with a fine-toothed comb? I can’t. You want me to tell you that this is beautiful, that Arooj Aftab’s voice is beautiful, and that I somehow know exactly what every single one of these songs is about despite the fact that I don’t speak the language half of them are in? That I can do. That I can do happily.

7. Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds, “Wild God”

I like Nick Cave best in two modes — his brutal early career rockers like “Thirsty Dog,” and when he’s in the “Abattoir Blues/Lyre of Orpheus” zone. I think the former have been permanently put to bed at this point, but it’s wonderful to hear him drifting back into the latter with “Wild God.” Dark Poet Nick Cave is great, obviously, and that guy is still in here — this feels like a fusion of old and new. I’m also not sure I could’ve taken many more albums of nothing but that, so it comes as some relief to know he can still reach through the stereo and grab you when he wants to. This is a grand epic, in effect if not in length, Cave stepping up to the microphone and taking everyone to church. Now’s the time to place your bets on how many episodes of prestige TV shows are going to head to credits on “Conversion” in 2025. Anyway, he should start making music videos again; he keeps screwing up my aesthetic on here.

6. Kendrick Lamar, “GNX”

I’m mad that this album exists, because I almost made it through the year without feeling like I had to weigh in on the Kendrick Lamar/Drake beef. In general, I’m happiest when I know as little as possible about the personal lives of the people who make the stuff I like, but I don’t mind a good rap beef when it isn’t about something that matters. This one made it about two diss tracks in before it got to sincere allegations of pedophilia and openly hoping one of the participants would literally die. And I get it, Drake is probably not a good dude and definitely has a lot of suspect associations, but I don’t know, man, that’s not an allegation I’m comfortable saddling anybody with when no accusers have come forward? And even if it’s true, I feel like someone being a predator would demand a more serious response than “trying to strike a chord, and it’s probably A Minooorrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.” Even though that line is objectively pretty funny, and a lot of this was objectively pretty funny, and I regret to inform you that despite my misgivings, the sheer overkill of Kendrick’s victory in this fight only becomes funnier the longer it continues (I was just informed that the Super Bowl halftime show is eligible for an Emmy!). Ahem. All this to say, new Kendrick Lamar albums usually have at least a top three spot on this list locked down from the second they drop. The reason “GNX” doesn’t is that I really don’t care about his beefs, and so much of this album is about his beefs. Oh, Lil Wayne didn’t call to congratulate you about the Super Bowl spot? This is definitely an extremely sympathetic problem to me. But of course, Kendrick is this super self-conscious, introspective guy, so even the BS is really interesting in his hands. The sense I get is this: Fame, and being told he’s the greatest rapper of all time a hundred times a day by dozens of very respectable people, has DEFINITELY gone to Kendrick Lamar’s head — but he is that vanishingly rare celebrity who knows it’s gone to his head and doesn’t like that about himself. As usual, “GNX” is much more as a whole-album experience than it is as a series of individual tracks — because you’ll get a savage, danceable takedown of the haters, and then he’ll balance it out with a song where God tells him he needs to sit down and shut up already. And as much as I try to resist, it’s just such a compelling dichotomy — obviously, I wrote more about this album than any of the others on this list. Add to that the fact that the guy is still working with the best producers in the business, and you’ve got another record that somehow turns all of its vices into virtues.

5. Jack White, “No Name”

THANK GOD. Jack White heard the pleas of his people and descended from the mountaintop to answer them. Finally, he’s delivered the sick, face-melting rock n’ roll record for which we have so pitifully beseeched him. And finally, it’s actually really good the whole way through instead of petering out after five tracks. I’m sorry, I’ve actually genuinely liked his last couple albums, but this is like I was stranded in the desert with nothing but a bunch of MRE packets and now I’m being served a gourmet dinner; I had forgotten what I was missing. Anyway, I don’t have much to say about this; very little needs to be said. I even like the songs everyone else hates (“Archbishop Harold Holmes” is a stone-cold banger, Jack White is never better than when he’s in southern televangelist mode, what’s wrong with you people?). Basically the seventh White Stripes album.

4. Mannequin Pussy, “I Got Heaven”

I have this problem where every time I see a really stupid band name I can’t resist checking them out immediately. No one could possibly have foreseen this, but…sometimes that results in a year-end list where it’s difficult for me to at least keep the written portion SFW, as is my wont. The title track is by far my favorite on the album, and one of my favorite songs of 2024 more generally, but that is not the music video I posted above, because even on a list that contains the video for “squabble up” I feel like I’ve got to draw the line somewhere. What can I say, guys? I am a sucker for noisy punk, Missy Dabice is immediately solidified as one of the best caterwaulers in the biz, and the production here is aces. Kids, eat your vegetables.

3. Adrianne Lenker, “Bright Future”

It was a year ending in a number, so at least one member of Big Thief released at least one new album and it managed to end up highly placed on this list even though sheer statistical odds dictate this level of output cannot remain good for this long. Anyway, it’s Adrianne Lenker at the plate once again, and once again she delivers a home run. And here, in particular, she continues establishing herself as one of this generation’s absolute most gifted songwriters. Most of her projects, with and without the band, don’t shy away from tugging on the ol’ heartstrings, but “Bright Future” is just an active assault from beginning to end. There are several songs on this album that leave me in ruins every time I listen to them (one of them is even called “Ruined!”). As a writer, one of my favorite experiences with music is a set of lyrics that just leaves me shellshocked, and Lenker starts delivering those on the very first track on this album. The musicianship is also as keen as ever; she’s another one of those artists who somehow keeps finding whole worlds of ideas in some of the simplest arrangements you’ve ever heard. I said that I no longer really believe in good and bad years for music, but “Bright Future” really puts that to the test because it’s nuts that not only isn’t this number one, I’m not even particularly uncomfortable that it isn’t.

2. Fontaines D.C., “Romance”

Some of you may recall that at the beginning of this, I said the top two entries were both bands I’ve been trying to get into for years but hadn’t been able to until now. And some of you, as a result of that, are now becoming very angry with me! Because “Romance” is the sellout record. It’s the cool post-punk band going full alt-rock. To which I say: “At what point did I ever give any of you the impression I am something other than a giant loser?” Sometimes I like the edgy, dangerous bands, and other times I am a whitebread dork who needs the noise rock outfit to write something with a hook. Sue me! Yeah, for all my love of punk, post-punk has mostly been lost on me over the years. I feel like it exists at a halfway point between punk and alternative, and that’s just not a zone I know what to do with. It’s too mellow to deliver that punk energy and too punk to be pretty or move you. So I was probably always going to love Fontaines D.C. the moment they committed to one end of the spectrum or the other. And here we are. And for the record, as much as personal taste is a factor, this remains a unique and memorable collection of music. Sometimes the band leans into new influences — there’s a little Britpop, they try for a hip hop vibe with “Starburster,” some of it feels like The Smiths, some of it feels like late career Arctic Monkeys — and sometimes they craft something that doesn’t have any meaningful precedent at all. It’s sharp, it’s tight, it’s got hooks for days, the punk attitude is preserved through the sound change, but there’s a heartbeat, too. It’s always a novel experience, and more than anything, that’s what I’m here for.

  1. Waxahatchee, “Tigers Blood”

This dropped on the same day as “Bright Future,” and I’m not going to put myself in the position of saying that’s a “Blonde on Blonde”/“Pet Sounds” situation, but lord. At the very least, alt-country fans sure were eating good that day. And they deserved it, because we are currently living through an era where country music both has never been bigger and has never been worse! Alt-country is kind of funny in general to me because of how much of it is just “country, but good.” One day, someone woke up and thought, “What if country music wasn’t terrible?” And we decided that was so unheard of we needed to invent a whole new genre to describe it. Waxahatchee is a country artist! “Tigers Blood” is a country album! It’s full of country songs! It’s just good! It’s OK to say it! Yeah, this is another album that largely, for me, is solidified through the quality of its songwriting, both lyrics and music. It takes country tropes, restores that earthy production, tackles relatable subjects, and does it all in a way that’s poetic and fresh and specific to itself — will wonders never cease? Like I said, I’ve also been trying to get Waxahatchee for a while, and here it isn’t so much a factor of a change in sound or direction as it’s just their game getting stepped up to the point that I’m finally ready to get on board. I think there are other albums this year that hit higher highs, or are maybe a touch more memorable, but what really earned it 2024’s top slot is just its rock-solid consistency — the fact that I really like every single track, and I outright love most of them. Some years it’s hard, some years it isn’t, most years it’s in the middle; this year, I have no misgivings about the choice I made. “Tigers Blood” is the real deal.

See you next time! It’ll probably be the Oscar predictions — possibly the cinema year in review, assuming the movies I’m still waiting on hit streaming in the very near future (like I said, I live in the middle of nowhere). As a signoff: Trans rights are human rights, no human being is illegal, the truth is true no matter who believes it, and the right thing is the right thing no matter who wants to do it. Stay safe out there.

Despair, hope, joy, resistance

Despair is a worthless emotion.

What I write now, I write as much to myself as anyone. It’s a mantra I repeat in my head, hoping it will persuade my heart. I am predisposed to despair. I have major depressive disorder and panic disorder. That’s been worse lately, and I have little doubt the coming years will make it worse still.

To write this at all makes me feel like the worst among hypocrites. I am a terrible practitioner of most of what I’m about to say. Yesterday began with a pair of panic attacks and ended with me sobbing in the shower. I am a very poor person for anyone to invest their hopes in. But I have to say it. Not only on the off chance it’ll be helpful to someone else, but because I need to make it real for myself.

Despair is a worthless emotion.

That’s something that is self-evidently true, and yet damn near impossible to force my heart to respond to. Despair has never convinced anyone to put in the work. It’s never made anyone sharper, more driven. It’s never lifted anyone up. It’s never delivered the faintest sliver of help to someone else. It’s the mind-killer, the final and lowest condition; we are not meant to experience it, certainly not at length.

Hope, that’s a motivator. Negative emotions can be, too — fear, anger. Despair is the absence of all three. It’s nothing.

The problem is that hope is often irrational. Or it seems that way. The truth is that humanity has come back from far lower points than this. The moral arc of the universe is long, but it bends toward justice. On some level, history supports that.

But hope is such a personal thing. The universe eventually gets there, but a lot of people are gone by the time it does. I think what we’re all collectively grappling with right now is the realization that it may well have fallen to us to be the ones fighting for that sunrise that we’ll never see — giving our blood, sweat, and tears for those who have yet to be born. It’s hard to find hope in the idea that the war will be won when so many of us won’t survive the battle.

Increasingly, I think hope isn’t something you have. It’s something you choose. You choose it not because it’s rational but because what else is there? The alternative is despair, and despair, as previously stated, is useless. You choose it even though you don’t feel it. You believe in it even though it’s intangible. You do it because if you don’t, what’s the point? Why get out of bed in the morning, go to work, come home? How does it benefit us to accept misery?

Hope, I think, isn’t always this warm, fuzzy thing. It has a lot of manifestations. Sometimes it looks a little like stubbornness. Because accepting despair? That’s what they want you to do. They want you to sit down and shut up. They want you to go away. The most vocally brutal and misanthropic presidential campaign in my lifetime just won the White House. They want you angry, they want you broken, they want you hurt, they want you gone. If you stand and fight for no other reason, do it so they don’t win — so they don’t get to look down at your supplicated form and know they’ve defeated you.

Because as long as we are choosing hope, as long as we are finding happiness, as long as we are finding community, as long as we are living our lives to the fullest, they haven’t beaten us, and they know that. Joy is an act of resistance. It’s a chosen thing, a thing that’s sought, pursued, striven for, not a thing that simply happens. It’s love, it’s solidarity, it’s taking care of one another. It’s seizing the day, it’s obstinance, it’s refusing to buckle.

Dark times are ahead. There’s no denying that. What we do, tangibly, I have no idea. Better minds than mine will have to weigh in on what we can do to protect the people the hammer will fall on first. Maybe we need to accept that macro-level change isn’t possible right now — which isn’t to say that we don’t fight, don’t organize, don’t vote, but to say that we need to decouple our sense of wellbeing from our progress as a society. It’s so hard, standing on a field of bodies, to find fulfillment in saving the one person who can still be saved. Lord knows I’m no good at it. But I think we need to. Focusing only on the big picture can be paralyzing. We do what we can, we try to find some measure of peace in it, in the good that’s possible. We work slowly toward the future where hopefully it will be commonplace.

There’s a story my pastor told a long time ago, when I was a child growing up in the church. I think it’s pretty common in that community. It’s insufferably self-helpy, but it’s stuck with me over the years. It tells of a man walking along a beach coated in stranded starfish, drying up in the sun. Along the way, he encounters another man throwing them back into the water. The first man shakes his head and asks the second, “Why bother? There are hundreds of them. It won’t matter.”

The second man picks up another starfish and throws it, too, back into the ocean. Then he looks at the first, and says: “It mattered to that one.”

Hope. Joy. Stubbornness. Everything in between. I think that’s what it looks like. I think that’s what we choose. And I hope — I don’t know, but I hope — that peace and happiness, the kind we feel as well as intellectualize, lay along that path. History suggests that a better tomorrow, eventually, maybe soon, maybe after we’re all long gone, is there, too.

I don’t know how we fix this. I don’t know what steps we take. My predictions for a first Trump term, in 2016, were extremely dire — and the reality still eclipsed every single one. I can’t even begin to predict what round two inflicts on us. This campaign was rooted in the worst kind of racism and xenophobia; millions of dollars were spent on the gut-wrenching dehumanization of trans people. It feels like just about anything could be on the table this time. I suspect difficult choices are ahead of us. I hope I’ll have the courage to make the right ones. I hope we all will.

But what we can do, in the meantime, is choose hope, in whatever form it’s accessible to us. Seek out like minds. Cling like hell to them, because we’re going to need each other so very desperately. Find someone who needs help and help them. Forget about the numbers, focus on the individual — because what you do will matter to them. Posting is not activism — and believe me, there is no one I say that to as loudly as myself — so find a way to put your money where your mouth is. Build. Create. Be a shoulder to lean on, and don’t be afraid to lean on others in turn.

Being happy, and making others happy — that’s what resistance looks like now, every bit as much as it looks like bodies in the streets. The road isn’t easy, but it’s the only road there is. Maybe you think a better world isn’t possible. Sometimes — a lot of times — I think that. But the only way to know it for sure would be to stop fighting. As the sage once said: “Get busy livin’, or get busy dyin’.”

As long as I’m able, I’m going to try my best to choose livin’.

2023: Top 20 Movies

2023 was a pretty good year for movies.

Yeah, for all of my complaint — and I was full of it this year — that’s the inescapable conclusion looking over this list. This wasn’t a great year, but it more than justified its existence by the time the lights went down.

It just didn’t feel that way. Mostly I think that’s because 2023 was a very back-loaded year. We had to hold out until November and December for a lot of these; a handful of them have only been in wide release — for a certain value of “wide release” — for a month or two even now. And for me, living in a rural area means even a lot of the earlier releases were impossible to see until streaming services picked them up in the fall. Basically, Barbenheimer was all I had sustaining me for the first three-fourths of the year. Hard not to feel kind of glum about the state of things when that’s your situation! I went to a dark place when they postponed Dune.

But hey, it did result in December and January being one of the best two months of movies I’ve ever lived through. And even though I didn’t see a sizable number of these in time to save 2023 from itself, there’s still a lot of really special stuff on here. Once again, they represent a fairly diverse selection, and I’m pretty happy with them on the whole.

(And I’m glad for that because 2024’s slate is looking like a real bummer right now!)

Anyway, I don’t normally do honorable mentions for these, but this year, there is a very definitive Number 21. So I’ll just take a moment to recognize it: May December. I think it’s a lot of tension with very little release, which is ultimately why it was my last cut from the list. However, it’s genuinely insightful, one of the rare movies that I think helped me understand its subject in a new way — and of course, Charles Melton was robbed.

Now for the Top 20!

20. John Wick: Chapter 4
I’m not sure whether the John Wick movies are getting better or if I’m just getting more amenable to them. I kind of think it’s the latter, because it seems impossible to me that each of them has been better than the last, which has been my experience with them. I’ve been meaning to revisit the first one to see if I like it now, but have thus far refused to do so for the very good reason that I cannot watch that puppy die again. That said, I do think Chapter 4, at least, is better than the others — at least, better than my memory of them — which is why the series is now making its first-ever appearance on my year-end list. These movies all have a certain magic about them; even when they’re bad, they’re good. There’s a moment on the cusp of what feels like the final showdown where Chapter 4 goes, “But first, another thirty-minute action sequence!” And I sighed, but then the movie was like, “OK, OK, I hear you, but what if this scene involves Keanu Reeves killing dudes with cars and then falling down a cartoonish amount of stairs for like fifteen minutes?” And I was like, “Fine, I’ll allow it.” It kicks as much hindquarter as you need these movies to; moreover, it gives John Wick probably his best enemy yet, the first one who is not obviously more evil than him, and I think it advances the series’ central theme — can a leopard change its spots? — to an appropriately complicated place. The cool thing about this list is that no one can stop me from cutting a Todd Haynes movie to make room for Keanu Reeves shooting guys in the face.

19. Fallen Leaves
I think the best thing I can say about Fallen Leaves is that it would probably be even higher if I spoke the language. Comedy can be tough to translate across language barriers, and that can keep this one at arm’s length once in a while. It’s hard to hear the nuance in context and delivery that’ll really make the joke go the extra mile. So the fact that I loved this movie as much as I did is a real testament to how good it actually is. For me, it comes down to one thing: this romantic comedy centers on one of the most unusual fictional couples I can think of, and the fact that it makes them work is genuine magic. These two are awkward, have terrible social skills, can barely look each other in the eye, have an anti-chemistry so intense that someone it winds all the way back around into being chemistry again. Only these two people would have this kind of patience for each other. They’re destined to spend the rest of their lives sitting two feet apart on a couch, and both of them will be completely happy with that arrangement. And there’s just something kinda sweet about that. Maybe eventually they’ll exchange enough words to learn each other’s names.

18. Barbie
Shrug. This is the world we live in now. Interesting, unique, well-made art can still exist on a mainstream level, you just have to smuggle it through the system in Barbie packaging. I think enough proverbial ink has been spilled over Barbie at this point; on most levels, you can assume I’m more or less in agreement with the general consensus. For my part, I think I was always going to sign off on it so long as it delivered quality jokes and a distinctive, well-realized aesthetic. That it ended up delivering much more than that — including another peak performance by Comedy Ryan Gosling, the best Ryan Gosling — is really just icing on the cake. Like I said. It’s a Barbie world.

17. Are You There God? It’s Me, Margaret
I will actually lose my mind if you people put Kelly Fremon Craig in director jail again. When I first saw it, I thought word-of-mouth would rescue its box office; when that didn’t happen, I thought Oscar season would breathe some life into its cultural presence; when that didn’t happen, I began to feel as though I was going mad. I have no idea why Are You There God? It’s Me, Margaret was allowed to pass in the night like this. Craig has now proven twice over that she may be THE voice for coming-of-age stories about girls. Just like The Edge of Seventeen, Are You There God is funny, sweet, observant, tells its story well, and gets tremendous performances out of its whole cast (we as a culture are failing Rachel McAdams). Somebody please rescue this from obscurity; I don’t want to have to wait another seven years for Craig’s next one.

16. Robot Dreams
The Oscars do serve at least one purpose — without them, I don’t think I’d ever have bothered to watch this. It’s such an unassuming thing, and yet it’s also unprecedented in its way — how it is simultaneously perfect for both adults and children, to the extent that I couldn’t even tell you which of those audiences it’s primarily for. It shows you a sort of cynical, adult world, and then views it through an innocent, childlike lens. And in doing so, it achieves a certain clarity about things. Oh, and what’s that? It’s about endings and beginnings and the transience of things, the subject most likely to reduce me to a simpering puddle of tears? Yeah, I liked this one.

15. Monster
Hirokazu Koreeda stands apart with Asghar Farhadi as a social observer of passionate moral conviction and the ability to tell stories that somehow feel as though they’ve never been told before despite never invoking anything stronger than the everyday problems of everyday people. Monster is one of the best Rashomon-style narratives I can recall seeing. It has an expert, instinctive sense of when the moment comes to most powerfully expand your understanding of its story. It might not be as airtight as some of its director’s best work, but it more than makes up for that with its resolve. I love a movie that strikes a perfect balance between concrete, clearly conveyed information and more ambiguous developments that allow you to speculate about the characters and themes. And I love movies about the interconnectedness of humanity, how everything we do ripples outward to the people around us and then to the people around them. Simultaneously crushing and beautiful — which is to say, exactly what you expect from a Koreeda film, and exactly what you want most.

14. The Boy and the Heron
A Hayao Miyazaki film that attends more to its metaphorical dimensions than its literal ones, thus positioning it somewhat farther from my comfort zone than a lot of his work. And yet, it’s a Miyazaki film — gorgeous, on all levels, without fail, and to the extent that it’s something a little off the beaten path, at least getting your head around it is an arresting challenge. It’s the sort of movie you could watch a dozen times without failing to find something new. I’ve heard it called a Miyazaki highlights reel, but if it is, well, of course! It’s transparently a reflection on everything he’s made, whether it did any good and whether he’s left it in secure hands. It’s a phenomenal coda on an iconic career — assuming it is, in fact, his last film, which knowing him and how many times he’s tried to quit this business already, I recognize it almost certainly isn’t.

13. Poor Things
Yorgos Lanthimos exists at a confluence of “obviously extraordinarily gifted” and “not really my thing” that makes his movies difficult to position on lists like this. That’s probably never been truer than it is with Poor Things, a movie I have no problem calling an all-time masterpiece even though it weirded me all the way out. Honestly, I’m prepared to argue it’s Lanthimos’s best work — the most fully inhabited, the prettiest, the most purposeful, the best constructed. Certainly Emma Stone’s is the best performance to have happened under his supervision, which is saying a lot. Also his funniest movie, by a pretty significant margin: I’d have been fine with Poor Things if it had been nothing but Bella slowly driving Mark Ruffalo insane. And it is certainly more than that. Fifty-fifty chance I never watch this again, zero chance I’m not still thinking about it on my deathbed.

12. How to Blow Up a Pipeline
Even as a tiny microbudget indie, the existence of How to Blow Up a Pipeline is outright shocking to me. I kept waiting for it to pull a punch, hedge its bets, dial it back toward something a little more comfortable for the political mainstream. It never did. It’s certainly the boldest thing to happen on the big screen this year. I think what makes it feel so radical is that it avoids the politics altogether. It isn’t trying to have a dialogue about the problem and how best to respond to it. It simply throws you into the mix with these characters, brings you into their world, and then trusts you to follow them through the paces of what is otherwise a normal heist movie/slow burn thriller — a very good one, but still, normal. Treating the subject like it’s no big deal somehow makes it the biggest deal of all. How to Blow Up a Pipeline was one of the year’s earliest releases, and it has loomed large in my mind ever since.

11. The Iron Claw
One of the best screenplays of the year, with one of the strongest senses of character. There’s nothing outwardly unusual about it, but I can’t recall seeing its subject — the world of professional wrestling — brought to life in quite this way before. The balance between what’s real and what’s fake in this thing that’s half sport, half theater is very tricky to navigate, and probably uniquely toxic for someone with a competitive spirit. Sean Durkin’s prior experience capturing cult dynamics in film fits the material uniquely well. Strong performances, strong filmmaking, genuinely insightful in its approach to its real-life characters, one of those all-around good movies for adults that we don’t get enough of anymore.

10. Mission: Impossible – Dead Reckoning Part One
The most I can remember liking a Mission: Impossible movie right out of the gate — and I don’t think that’s just a matter of circumstance. Dead Reckoning, of course, delivers everything we’re starting to take for granted from this franchise — the tactile, hard-hitting action, and the mind-blowing stunt work. But I also think it’s a major step forward on a story level. For starters, it’s the first time these movies have ever felt like they’re putting their central ethos — never leave a man behind — to a serious test; Dead Reckoning is intense in a way I don’t remember the majority of its predecessors being. Additionally, the new villain, despite being a literal algorithm, is genuinely threatening and even kind of scary in the brief moment where it brings its full power to bear. It’s super fun to watch, but also strangely compelling. With Dead Reckoning, I can say something I’ve never said about a Mission: Impossible movie before: I can’t wait to find out what happens next.

9. Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse
Honestly, what do I even say? This movie doesn’t need anyone else to lavish praise upon it. It’s all true, everything you’ve heard. The animation is now operating on levels that feel physically impossible. The writing is razor-sharp. There are no other superhero movies on the market working with characters this deeply felt. Somehow, all of this is happening despite the plot being a twenty-car pileup of characters and storylines. Yeah, it is, for the moment, only half a movie, but if Beyond the Spider-Verse even comes close to matching it, it’s half one of the greatest movies ever made.

8. The Zone of Interest
Impossible to talk about. Harrowing. A knife in your gut, twisted slowly. Sandra Hüller is terrifying. It could only have happened like this. It always happens like this. It’s happening like this right now. When it happens again, it will happen like this — not because we’re good at ignoring the cruelty, but because some part of us wants it. Can’t envision paradise without it. To a lot of us, Heaven is not Heaven if Hell is not below it.

7. The Starling Girl
Every year, I adopt and make a cause out of at least one movie barely anyone saw and that missed most critics’ year-end retrospectives. The Starling Girl is 2023’s. As usual, it’s my own experiences informing that — there’s so much about this movie, its circumstances, its characters, the little things they say and do and why and how, that rang instantly true for me. There’s a scene where its main character breaks down because she’s so happy she’s certain that means the thing she’s happy about is something God wants her to give up, and it made me wonder: would anyone who hasn’t experienced that even recognize what was going on in that scene? I don’t know, but believe me, it’s worth trying. Even as much as it’s personal for me, The Starling Girl is a just-plain-great movie on every relevant level. Check it out; it’s a real good cry.

6. The Holdovers
Alexander Payne’s best in a while — and ever is on the table. His talents as a filmmaker are plenty, but I think what I love most about him is that he’s one of the last directors making really good movies about normal, average people who have normal, average problems. People who don’t look like Sears fall collection models, who have weird hangups, who have lazy eyes and smell like fish and sometimes are awful for no reason. I’ve never understood the criticisms of Payne’s work as misanthropic — he’s clear-eyed about his characters and their flaws, but his movies always having them realizing that solace is in one another. I don’t think he’s ever told that story as beautifully as he does here. The Holdovers is sweet and sad and funny and anchored on a trio of the year’s best performances.

5. Anatomy of a Fall
I think it’s likely the best courtroom dramas aren’t really about the proceedings themselves, and so it goes with Anatomy of a Fall, a movie where the plot itself feels like an act of misdirection — the possible murder, the trial, that’s just a framing device used to probe the shadows of a failing marriage and a mother and son struggling to put themselves back together. It’s in the execution thereof that I think Anatomy of a Fall sets itself apart from its contemporaries in the genre — how it reverse engineers a sort of flashback structure despite, ultimately, containing only one actual flashback (which is so loaded with meaning it almost serves as an entire film unto itself). It’s tough to make a movie where the protagonist keeps secrets from the audience, and that’s how Anatomy of a Fall gets away with it. Guilt or innocence matter less than what brought us to this point. The fall is simply the final consequence. I think I’ve detected the faintest hint of a backlash to this one, so let this stand as a firm declaration that I am not a part of it. Fully deserving of all its accolades.

4. Godzilla Minus One
ha ha ha you can’t stop me — but also, why would you want to? Yeah, I think these last few years have fully ruined me on American blockbusters. My message to the public, at this point, is that if you won’t even read the sparse, simple subtitles of a foreign genre flick, you have no idea what you’re missing. Godzilla Minus One is, at the very least, the best Godzilla movie of my lifetime, and the only reason I won’t go farther back than that is that I haven’t actually seen any of those. I would also contend it’s one of the best movies of its kind more generally. A disaster movie where you actually care about the characters? What a concept! Minus One is also possibly the best Godzilla has ever been as social commentary — it’s deeply weird to say that a movie whose primary appeal is a digital monster knocking over digital buildings is ultimately sort of life-affirming, but Godzilla Minus One contains multitudes. It delivered everything I want from a kaiju movie, and also unexpectedly made me feel better about this beautiful, catastrophic thing we call humanity. I’ve wanted to love a Godzilla movie my whole life, and I can’t tell you how it feels to finally get to. If I do not get a U.S. Blu Ray of this, I will become dangerous.

3. Killers of the Flower Moon
I don’t really have favorite filmmakers. I’m not sure whether that’s unusual for a movie nerd. It’s more like a long list of directors who consistently do really good work that I’ll always check out on the big screen if at all possible. But if you asked me to step outside myself and decide who I think is the best filmmaker of all time, I’m pretty sure my answer would be Martin Scorsese. And I can’t think of stronger evidence in my favor than the run he’s been on since The Wolf of Wall Street — to Silence to The Irishman to, well, this. Those four films would be the envy of any artist, so I can’t think of any better testament to Scorsese than that I think a lot of his fans, maybe even most of them, would not consider this his golden era. This is all just par for the course at this point. I think that makes it easy to take him for granted, so consider Killers of the Flower Moon’s positioning on this list my way of ensuring that I don’t. It’s lesser Scorsese, which makes it just about any other director’s crowning achievement. Absolutely stunning.

2. Oppenheimer
At this point, I think what I like most about Christopher Nolan is that I get the impression with him, more than any other filmmaker, that he’s doggedly determined to grow with each new project he takes on. The sense I get from him is that if he’s not taking a step forward, if he’s not innovating something, he thinks the whole thing is a waste of time. Each new movie has to be his pinnacle as a director. Anyway, I hope failing that test isn’t too frustrating for him, because it is very difficult to imagine him spending the rest of his career outdoing Oppenheimer. It’s so masterful on a craft level that it’s sometimes astonishing to remember it’s from the same guy we chewed out for putting the camera too close to the action during a couple of Batman movies over a decade ago. It really feels like his whole career has been building to this grim opera of a biopic — breathless and insistent, convinced sound and fury can signify something, and damn you for thinking otherwise. After a particularly successful second viewing, I’m actually starting to wonder if maybe it’s my actual favorite movie this year and I’m just holding out because I don’t want to admit the Oscars got it right twice consecutively. Stay tuned on that, I guess.

  1. Past Lives
    I saw this in September, and it has held onto the top slot ever since. I’ve already alluded to it in an earlier entry on this list, but there’s little that impresses me more than the ability to tell a real story about real people and still have it feel as though it has never been told before. That’s especially true of a movie like Past Lives, which on paper fits pretty snugly into a whole subgenre of semi-love stories about regret and what might have been. Another thing I’ve already alluded to: movies about that have my number in a big way, and Past Lives basically broke me in half — you know, in a good way. Its cultural specifics are so beautifully woven into the structure of it. The central theme feels potentially iconic, the way it instantly and permanently resonates throughout the whole story. I’m consistently struck by how flawlessly directed it is — the gentle sort of flow of it, the way Celine Song meters things out and lets them bleed together. I was stunned to learn that her work in the industry before this was as sparse as it is — for any artist to arrive this fully formed feels like a miracle. The subtleties of it, its hypnotic rhythm, the absolutely gutting performances, its composure and grace, the way every viewing peels back a new layer — Past Lives is exquisite, and I think more than worthy to wear 2023’s crown.

2024 Oscar predictions

My silly annual tradition returns! Follow along as I, too, correctly predict that Oppenheimer is going to win a bunch of awards!

This year, I managed to see all of these except for two of the animated shorts, Our Uniform and War Is Over! Inspired by the Music of John & Yoko. That’s really neither here nor there; I just wanted you to know how fancy I am.

To continue putting my money where my mouth is, my score last year was 13-10, which is…much worse than I remembered? Sheesh, 2023 Matt, were you OK?

Anyway, the predictions!

Best Picture: American Fiction, Anatomy of a Fall, Barbie, Killers of the Flower Moon, Maestro, Oppenheimer, Past Lives, Poor Things, The Holdovers, The Zone of Interest
Prediction: Oppenheimer

Best Actor: Bradley Cooper, Maestro; Cillian Murphy, Oppenheimer; Colman Domingo, Rustin; Jeffrey Wright, American Fiction; Paul Giamatti, The Holdovers
Prediction: Cillian Murphy, Oppenheimer

Best Actress: Annette Bening, Nyad; Carey Mulligan, Maestro; Emma Stone, Poor Things; Lily Gladstone, Killers of the Flower Moon; Sandra Hüller, Anatomy of a Fall
Prediction: Lily Gladstone, Killers of the Flower Moon

Best Supporting Actor: Mark Ruffalo, Poor Things; Robert De Niro, Killers of the Flower Moon; Robert Downey Jr., Oppenheimer; Ryan Gosling, Barbie; Sterling K. Brown, American Fiction
Prediction: Robert Downey Jr., Oppenheimer

Best Supporting Actress: America Ferrera, Barbie; Da’Vine Joy Randolph, The Holdovers; Danielle Brooks, The Color Purple; Emily Blunt, Oppenheimer; Jodie Foster, Nyad
Prediction: Da’Vine Joy Randolph, The Holdovers

Best Director: Christopher Nolan, Oppenheimer; Jonathan Glazer, The Zone of Interest; Justine Triet, Anatomy of a Fall; Martin Scorsese, Killers of the Flower Moon; Yorgos Lanthimos, Poor Things
Prediction: Christopher Nolan, Oppenheimer

Best Original Screenplay: Anatomy of a Fall, Maestro, May December, Past Lives, The Holdovers
Prediction: Anatomy of a Fall

Best Adapted Screenplay: American Fiction, Barbie, Oppenheimer, Poor Things, The Zone of Interest
Prediction: American Fiction

Best Cinematography: El Conde, Killers of the Flower Moon, Maestro, Oppenheimer, Poor Things
Prediction: Oppenheimer

Best Film Editing: Anatomy of a Fall, Killers of the Flower Moon, Oppenheimer, Poor Things, The Holdovers
Prediction: Oppenheimer

Best Production Design: Barbie, Killers of the Flower Moon, Napoleon, Oppenheimer, Poor Things
Prediction: Poor Things

Best Costume Design: Barbie, Killers of the Flower Moon, Napoleon, Oppenheimer, Poor Things
Prediction: Barbie

Best Sound: Maestro, Mission: Impossible – Dead Reckoning Part One, Oppenheimer, The Creator, The Zone of Interest
Prediction: Oppenheimer

Best Makeup and Hairstyling: Golda, Maestro, Oppenheimer, Poor Things, Society of the Snow
Prediction: Poor Things

Best Original Score: American Fiction, Indiana Jones and the Dial of Destiny, Killers of the Flower Moon, Oppenheimer, Poor Things
Prediction: Oppenheimer

Best Original Song: “It Never Goes Away” by Jon Batiste and Dan Wilson, American Symphony; “What Was I Made For?” by Billie Eilish and Finneas O’Connell, Barbie; “I’m Just Ken” by Mark Ronson and Andrew Wyatt, Barbie; “The Fire Inside” by Diane Warren, Flamin’ Hot; “Wahzhazhe (A Song for My People)” by Scott George, Killers of the Flower Moon
Prediction: “What Was I Made For?” by Billie Eilish and Finneas O’Connell, Barbie

Best Visual Effects: Godzilla Minus One, Guardians of the Galaxy Vol. 3, Mission: Impossible – Dead Reckoning Part One, Napoleon, The Creator
Prediction: Godzilla Minus One

Best Documentary Feature: 20 Days in Mariupol, Bobi Wine: The People’s President, Four Daughters, The Eternal Memory, To Kill a Tiger
Prediction: 20 Days in Mariupol

Best Animated Feature: Elemental, Nimona, Robot Dreams, Spider-Man: Across the Spider-Verse, The Boy and the Heron
Prediction: The Boy and the Heron

Best Animated Short: Letter to a Pig, Ninety-Five Senses, Our Uniform, Pachyderme, War Is Over! Inspired by the Music of John & Yoko
Prediction: War Is Over! Inspired by the Music of John & Yoko

Best Live-Action Short: Invincible; Knight of Fortune; Red, White and Blue; The After; The Wonderful Story of Henry Sugar
Prediction: Red, White and Blue

Best Documentary Short: Island in Between, Nai Nai & Wài Pó, The ABCs of Book Banning, The Barber of Little Rock, The Last Repair Shop
Prediction: Nai Nai & Wài Pó

Best International Feature: Io Capitano, Perfect Days, Society of the Snow, The Teachers’ Lounge, The Zone of Interest
Prediction: The Zone of Interest

2023: Top 10 Albums

Year-end lists! It is time to do them again! Yay!

This is normally the part where I’d do some kind of retrospective on the year in music — whether it was a good one, a bad one, something in between. But I find the more I explore music, the more I think that there is no such thing. Years are just years. If you’re only listening to a core group of favorite artists, there can be good years and bad years, depending on who releases new albums and how much you enjoy them. But more and more, I’m finding that if it feels like a bad year, you just need to dig deeper until it turns into a good one. This is, after all, one of the most democratized art forms. You have to be able to leverage some resources to make a movie, but we’re at a point where anyone with the talent and a laptop can record a song every bit as good as what the pros are doing.

I say that because 2023 was that kind of year for me. A lot of the old favorites let me down. The National released two albums this year, neither of them are on this list, and I can’t tell you how strange that feels to me. For a while, I would’ve said this was a bad year. But eventually, I got bored enough to do a deeper dive, and as always, I came out with more than enough new stuff to make up the difference. It’s not the first time something like that has happened to me, and I can’t help but conclude that if something as ubiquitous as music is feeling dead to you, it’s only because you aren’t looking hard enough. There’s always something out there, if you’re willing to commit yourself to the search.

Here’s some of what I liked in 2023.

10. Squid, “O Monolith”
I’m surprised how much I enjoyed this one for a couple reasons: firstly, because it seems most everyone else prefers the first album, and I’m not so sure I feel the same way; and secondly, because on paper I probably should be less fond of it. The main draw of Squid, for me, was pretty simple: listening to vocalist Ollie Judge scream like a cartoon character. And that’s almost entirely gone here; “O Monolith” favors more of a spoken-word type of thing, very rarely with a singsong quality to it. And yet, I like it quite a bit. Actually, this album is sort of functioning as a key for me — the piece that helps me better understand what the artist has been going for all along. Much as I liked “Bright Green Field,” there were bits and pieces I struggled to understand. “O Monolith” finds the band a little closer to my comfort zone, which makes it easier for me to draw a line from what they’re doing here to what they were doing there, and suddenly it all makes sense. I like “Bright Green Field” even more because of “O Monolith.” What’s more, despite only being about ten minutes shorter, something about “O Monolith” feels better measured to me, more compact. There’s nothing here that really outstays its welcome, which I can’t quite say about their debut. So where others might see “O Monolith” as a step backward, I think it’s at worst a lateral move, and one that throws enough new stuff in the mix to suggest that Squid still has a lot more to show us. And I’m more excited than ever to found out what that might be.

9. Robert Finley, “Black Bayou”
This man was just plain put on this Earth to sing the blues. Some people reinvent the wheel, others just make the best damn wheel you’ve ever seen in your life, “Black Bayou” is firmly in the latter category, and I am one hundred percent fine with that. Finley’s great, a singer with a lifetime’s worth of stories in his voice; I love his whole vibe, particularly his corkscrew sense of humor, which nicely balances out the inherent melodrama of blues. I feel like he’s as much a rock star as a soul man, too; sometimes I think this album is at its best when he’s cutting loose and having fun a little. His voice defies logic to me — having this kind of grit in your tone usually comes with some firm limitations, so it catches me off-guard every time he leaps up into that keen falsetto. He doesn’t seem like a guy who ought to have a “Miss Kitty” (my favorite track) in his repertoire, but somehow he soars through it. “Black Bayou” rates a lot higher on this list without the lyrical deficiencies that emerge here and there.

8. PJ Harvey, “I Inside the Old Year Dying”
This will be one of the shorter entries on here. It’s tough to describe what does and doesn’t work about an album that feels so alien — the alienness of it is the point, it’s the appeal, it’s the long and short of it. “I Inside the Old Year Dying” defies description — at once modern and absolutely ancient, lyrical and obtuse. It has very little precedent, and that’s both the reason I love it and why I can’t really rank it any higher than this. It’s not the sort of music I can listen to at any time, but in the moments when it hits the spot, it surely does. PJ Harvey is chasing a weird muse these days, but so far, I see no reason to tell her to stop.

7. Ratboys, “The Window”
Super basic, but I love this kind of thing. I generally find that I like shoegaze, but I love artists who were influenced by it. Something about that juxtaposition of those sweet, delicate voices with that music that’s way too loud for them always gets me. “The Window” isn’t much more than a well-executed version of that, but that ain’t nothing — there isn’t a single track here I dislike, and most of them I feel like I could hear a hundred times without getting bored. The Ratboys were on my radar before this, but “The Window” is the moment I feel like they arrived, became the fully matured verison of themselves. Ever since I found out what it was about, I have been unable to listen to the title track without getting all misty-eyed. Wins the Band I Would’ve Been Way Into in High School Award for 2023.

6. Young Fathers, “Heavy Heavy”
This album was a grower. It was 2023’s opening salvo, and even then, it felt a little minor to me. I liked it, didn’t love it. But it really hung in there. And toward the end of the year, as I was listening to my preliminary top ten over and over again, trying to finalize it, I found myself pushing “Heavy Heavy” up a slot each time I cycled through. It took a while to click, but it eventually did, and I’m back to being as enthusiastic about this band as I was when “Cocoa Sugar” first brought them to my attention. I feel like I have a vested interest in them: I’m a huge trip hop fan, and Young Fathers strike me as the most promising heirs to the tradition right now. They still haven’t gotten around to their “Mezzanine”-level masterpiece — right now, I think they’re a group that records really good individual songs but struggles to make them feel like a cohesive journey as an album — but I do think they have one in them. At the very least, “Heavy Heavy” continues paving that road for them.

5. Ashnikko, “WEEDKILLER”
It took a minute, but I think the emerging consensus is that putting this one on here, much less all the way at number five, is, as the kids say, “cringe.” To that I say, when have I ever pretended not to be a giant loser? I have carefully cultivated this brand! And look, even an old stick-in-the-mud like me is capable of enjoying some Gen Z noise now and then, and “WEEDKILLER” presents some very finely crafted Gen Z noise. I actually didn’t like Ashnikko at all the first couple times I heard these songs…but there was just something about ‘em, something that had me coming back day after day to re-experience them and find some kind of context to put them in. I was fully self-aware throughout that process that every time music has that effect on me — EVERY time — I ultimately end up liking it, and unsurprisingly, that’s what happened here. “WEEDKILLER” is actually a useful case study for me — I now know exactly how good the music has to be for me to tolerate lyrics that rhyme the word “gusher” with, well, that. And I do love the music here: pop/rap raging its way almost into metal territory, great beats, great production. It helps fill the Grimes-shaped hole in my heart . Ashnikko said they were going for “if Hans Zimmer made a rap album,” and I think that was more than achieved. You can’t not bob your head to this stuff, even at its absolute stupidest. “Dying Star” is one of my favorite songs of the year.

4. Mitski, “The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We”
I’ve been aware of Mitski for a few years now, generally liked what songs I’d heard, and had been meaning to eventually dig into her work. I frantically rushed to do exactly that this year after she somehow landed herself on the charts so I could sneak in under the wire and be able to claim “liked her before she was cool” honors. Anyway, I am not surprised to find that the artist who made a couple songs I really enjoy also makes albums I really enjoy. “The Land Is Inhospitable and So Are We” is the kind of album where the big hit isn’t even the best song on it, and that almost always means you’re in for something consistently great. (Actually, I would be interested in finding out exactly how “My Love Mine All Mine” became a hit in the first place — it’s so slow, low-key, and moody, not at all the kind of thing you expect to break a staple indie artist onto the charts.) If anything, I find I want more from this album — Mitski’s the sort of musician who brings you into things slowly, wields a heavy atmosphere that sinks into rather than grabs you, so the short run-time here mutes the impact a tiny bit for me. I wanted to love all of these tracks for one minute longer than they allowed me to. All that said, “I’m Your Man” is Song of the Year for me, and that isn’t something I need to think particularly hard about. Let’s get that one on Billboard next.

3. Wilco, “Cousin”
I’ve been a tiny bit worried about Wilco/Jeff Tweedy the last two years or so. They didn’t release anything I actively disliked, but “Ode to Joy” and especially “Cruel Country” were largely impactless for me. I’m more positive about “Love Is the King,” but even that rates as somewhat minor Jeff Tweedy for me. It’s felt like they were going in a somewhat more accessible direction — and have been since “Star Wars” and “Schmilco,” both of which I like a lot. And I was concerned that the well was starting to run dry. “Cousin” is a big relief. It finds the band sliding back into slightly more experimental fare, and it represents a return to form for the Wilco I know and love, a band able to wring surprisingly catchy tunes out of minimalist, off-kilter rock ’n roll that seems to live to defy good musical sense. I liked this one a lot.

2. boygenius, “the record”
I feel like kind of a mark here. This is a supergroup where all three members, Phoebe Bridgers especially, have already gotten me in their corner, so of course I’m going to buy the album and of course I’m going to love it and of course I’m going to listen to it a ton and of course it’s going to hover near the top slot on my list for most of the year. This year, I heard someone say the reason The National is working with Taylor Swift these days is that it turns out sad teenage girls and sad middle-aged men like the same music, and I felt super seen by that! This album fires its arrow right down the middle of those two demographics, so the fact that I’m into it is not the least bit interesting. It’d be far stranger if I wasn’t. But yes, let the record (hey, a pun!) show that these are all very well crafted songs backed up by strong writing and a trio of voices that go very well together. As similar as these three are on their own, you would expect their joint project to go even further down the usual path, but that’s not at all what happens — this actually feels poppier than their individual work. Looser, more accessible. Not in a bad way, or at least mostly not in a bad way. What really strikes me here is how much I’d like it if boygenius backed off the heartfelt acoustic stuff and did a full-on rock ’n roll album — “$20” and “Satanist” are my favorite tracks here by far. It’s all good, though, and it really did hang onto that top slot for a long time — until literally just a few weeks ago.

That was when something else happened.

  1. Lankum, “False Lankum”
    I almost hesitate to do this. Lankum is a very recent discovery. This time last month, that name would have meant nothing to me. I was checking out a bunch of critics’ top ten lists — which is how I usually discover new stuff at the end of a year that felt otherwise underwhelming (also making an impression: “Rat Saw God” by Wednesday, which at least marks them as a band I’m interested in hearing more from) — when I encountered this one and looked it up. Given that “False Lankum” is also quite a lengthy album, that means I have had occasion to listen to it in its entirety only three or four times as of this writing. Time and repeat listens often change music for me. It’s hard for me to award something the top position when I have so little familiarity with it. And yet, every time I thought about sliding “False Lankum” below anything else on this list, my brain immediately rejected the possibility as categorically absurd. This is one of the best-produced albums I have ever heard. Some bands make albums that sound like you’re at one of their shows. “False Lankum” feels more like I’m sitting on the stage, right in the middle of the band. The mileage these songs can get out of a single pluck of a string is astonishing. An album comprising mostly traditional Irish folk songs — which I already have a huge weakness for — is going to carry a sense of history, but something about the airy echo enveloping “False Lankum” makes it feel as old as time itself. I have never heard musicianship this precise, where every little sound you hear feels vital to experience — takes old songs and presents them in a way you’ve never heard before. Of course “False Lankum” is number one — where in the world else would I put it? I loved it from the minute I first heard it. It feels major — not just the best of the year, but a candidate for the all-time list. There is some real magic at work here. It was released in March, so a lot of people started their year with this. Personally, I’m glad I found it when I did — because what a way to close out the year. And what a way to close out this year’s roundup.

Next time: Top 20 movies! Date: Some point after folks out in the boondocks are given the opportunity to legally watch stuff like The Zone of Interest! I dunno.